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I miss being [really] young. I know I'm only 17, but my whole life I've just wanted to grow up and now all of this sudden I feel like my life is passing me by. I want to be 16 again and stay that way forever. I miss being silly and laughing about things other than sarcasm and other people's expense. I miss laying in the grass listening to music all day after school, and ditching school, and sitting in trees taking pictures, and sewing for fun( i'm in clothing at school now, bad choice :( ), and bike rides, and huge crushes, and love/loving/loveliness. now all I have time to think about is college and schoolwork and money and "what I want to do with my life". and now I actually have to go to school in order to graduate. I miss honesty, and being hopeless & care free. I miss not knowing what I wanted and not caring that I didn't know, and having fun instead of looking for it.