-slanty face-
my horrible, doubled over in pain stomach aches are back. could it be that im taking classes? prob not. could it be that i stress myself out over really petty issues? yes, probably.
did a lot of thinking today. soul searching if you will. realized that i need to shut the fuck up and just enjoy what i have right now, cause in all actuallity, i have a pretty rockin thing, that i call everyday life, goin on. so.. goodbye cynicism. hello optimism. because, now i know the things that i want, will come to me when the time is right. right? blah. no more thinking.
i also just wanna apologize to anyone who has felt my wrath lately. most of the time i try to keep up the front of peacefulness in my life, when really, ive got a million bagillion things going on inside(most of which are completely irrelevant to most). most often im pretty sucessful, but then other times i get all moody or blow up at little things. so deepest apologies to all. im not really a bitch, i swear.
today was a boring day. but thats ok. going to bed early tonight.... i think. ha! right.
did a lot of thinking today. soul searching if you will. realized that i need to shut the fuck up and just enjoy what i have right now, cause in all actuallity, i have a pretty rockin thing, that i call everyday life, goin on. so.. goodbye cynicism. hello optimism. because, now i know the things that i want, will come to me when the time is right. right? blah. no more thinking.
i also just wanna apologize to anyone who has felt my wrath lately. most of the time i try to keep up the front of peacefulness in my life, when really, ive got a million bagillion things going on inside(most of which are completely irrelevant to most). most often im pretty sucessful, but then other times i get all moody or blow up at little things. so deepest apologies to all. im not really a bitch, i swear.
today was a boring day. but thats ok. going to bed early tonight.... i think. ha! right.