National Coming Out Day:
I must go to bed by midnight. My goal is ten. Eleven would be a reasonable compromise. Today was an awful day. This is an awful week. An awful month. A terrible semester, and a year when I have to make decisions that will affect everyone I care about and determine the rest of my life.
So I'm going to continue not to think about that, and move right alone to... National Coming Out Day, and my yearly announcement that I am Secretly Bisexual.
I've known I was gay since I was like, twelve. Never really thought I was straight. Did have crushes on little boys all through elementary school, but then went heels over head madly in love with Mrs. A and Jeane when I was twelve. I mean, this was deep down, incredible, never felt anything like it love. Started self-identifying as lesbian at thirteen, came out for the first time at fourteen. Told my eighth grade English teacher, my friend Josh, venusinrapture, and then, in rapid succession, the entire eighth grade class.
I wouldn't recommend that last one.
Eventually I told my parents, too.
So, after an absolutely miserable year of being out but still single, I left high school to go to a women's college and met noreverchaste and fell in love, yay. Lost virginity at sixteen. Dated Sumita for awhile.
Currently in love with and dating gvambat. :)
The end. But also, the part where I'm secretly bisexual? And actually... I think if I were in a different situation, if I were around guys sometimes, I'm totally capable of falling for them. There was, after all, the Mysterious Male Creature, object of my first ever requited crush. Not to mention all the male celebs and fictional characters I'm heels over head for. I'm just not around enough testosterone for it to be an important part of my life.
Like whoa.
I'm all drippy icky sick... this cold. will not. go away. *kills it dead*
So I'm going to continue not to think about that, and move right alone to... National Coming Out Day, and my yearly announcement that I am Secretly Bisexual.
I've known I was gay since I was like, twelve. Never really thought I was straight. Did have crushes on little boys all through elementary school, but then went heels over head madly in love with Mrs. A and Jeane when I was twelve. I mean, this was deep down, incredible, never felt anything like it love. Started self-identifying as lesbian at thirteen, came out for the first time at fourteen. Told my eighth grade English teacher, my friend Josh, venusinrapture, and then, in rapid succession, the entire eighth grade class.
I wouldn't recommend that last one.
Eventually I told my parents, too.
So, after an absolutely miserable year of being out but still single, I left high school to go to a women's college and met noreverchaste and fell in love, yay. Lost virginity at sixteen. Dated Sumita for awhile.
Currently in love with and dating gvambat. :)
The end. But also, the part where I'm secretly bisexual? And actually... I think if I were in a different situation, if I were around guys sometimes, I'm totally capable of falling for them. There was, after all, the Mysterious Male Creature, object of my first ever requited crush. Not to mention all the male celebs and fictional characters I'm heels over head for. I'm just not around enough testosterone for it to be an important part of my life.
Like whoa.
I'm all drippy icky sick... this cold. will not. go away. *kills it dead*