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Wowie. It has been a while since i have written in here. Whatever though i dont really care. Man I have been so depressed. Even as i write this im starting to cry. I dont get it. I get like this somtimes like out of the blue i get really emo. The thing is I have at least a semi-legitamate reason. I dont know if i want to share it with the whole world though. Anywho its just been really rough lately. I just want things to go back to where they were earlier this year when everything was good. When i felt loved. I dont know i shouldnt feel like this i know because its so pointless. I mean to most people i have a good life. A good family, a boyfreind that i care about, good freinds. But i always have this feeling of insignificance like if i didnt wake up tomorrow no one would care or notice. I dont really add much to anyones life. In fact i prob. make it worse since i am a stupid bitch most of the time. Yeah well i dont know i guess ill just be a fag and sit all alone in my room
later
Sarah
later
Sarah