Dec 08, 2005 05:03
So the school website has a countdown to graduation. 164 days. That's us this time. We're the ones graduating. And leaving all this stuff that we've been surrounded by for the past 12 years, especially the past four. All the friends, all the teachers, all the activities. We're goin to college. It's gonna be new and different. It's going to be wonderful. But who will we lose contact with? What is it that is so important to us now, that by the end of college, we will have lost altogether? I'm really going to hate this change at first. Really sincerely I am. And once I stop hating it, I'll look back on it all occasionally, and then i'll hate myself for letting go of all of this stuff. Because no matter what I find, or how much happier I may be, I will have let go of all of this great stuff. And all of these great people. And i'm going to hate it.