stupid school
i really hate being in college
for some reason i literally CANNOT CONCENTRATE on things lately. i have a paper due next week on a book, i need 10 sources. i have 7 right now, but i really just need to go and look for a few more and somehow i cannot concentrate long enough to do it. i had this thing to do for psycology that i had literally been stressing about all week and suddenly i realized just today that i forgot to do it. what the hell? i dont know what is wrong with me, i used to be able to just suck it up for a little bit and get my work done. right now i am just sucking majorly.
Edit:
realization: i dont really want to be in college because what i plan to do in life (writing, having a family) does not require a degree. however i will get one because neither of the jobs that i mentioned will get me much money unless i am lucky. that is really the source behind my inability to concentrate: i really dont want to, i just know that i should.
for some reason i literally CANNOT CONCENTRATE on things lately. i have a paper due next week on a book, i need 10 sources. i have 7 right now, but i really just need to go and look for a few more and somehow i cannot concentrate long enough to do it. i had this thing to do for psycology that i had literally been stressing about all week and suddenly i realized just today that i forgot to do it. what the hell? i dont know what is wrong with me, i used to be able to just suck it up for a little bit and get my work done. right now i am just sucking majorly.
Edit:
realization: i dont really want to be in college because what i plan to do in life (writing, having a family) does not require a degree. however i will get one because neither of the jobs that i mentioned will get me much money unless i am lucky. that is really the source behind my inability to concentrate: i really dont want to, i just know that i should.