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so i have always wanted a serious relationship. for a really long time. but as soon as this started i thought it was going too fast. and now it is all just rushing back at me, how totally rushed i am feeling now. i need time. i have always wanted someone to say that about me, but not now. not after 2 months. its way too soon. especially for me. especially because i have been wondering if being friends is a better idea right now. but idk. let me just say i am sooo not there and it sucks cuz now i know that i can hurt him.