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its always been hard for me to leave, especially because i dont feel like this is a vacation. i just feel like i have come home. somehow it is harder this year. probably because i made new friends (walt rocks!) and because it is just me and my mom going back and we both want to stay so badly, and also beacuse its the year that i am going to college and if it werent for money i would be able to stay. its really hard because i dont know if i will be able to make it next year. i wouldnt come because i would be saving even more money so that i can come and live here the year after that. i will make sure that i have money to come visit at all. i dont think that i would be able to make it not comming here at all, so if i dont make it for the summer, i will come for spring break, which will be short, but then i can work the whole summer and get all the moeny i need to come back to the land that i love and the people that i care about so much.
(not to say that i dont care about people in nc)
(not to say that i dont care about people in nc)