dreams in flames

[wirewraith]

I really wonderf if I'm not utterly kidding myself. Does it really matter if he won't make time for me? Don't want to be special, but not forgotten either. No pleasing me I guess. Maybe its better I find a new diversion? Yet....
I linger

Sometimes I feel as if the inner fires will incinerate me and I will wither upon a pyre generated of my desires. Though then shall I rise a phoenix from my own ashes?

So I dreamt this weekend of curious things all of them with vaguely sexual/sensual over tones, under tones, and flesh tones. heh