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so after 3 weeks of immobile hell, i am finally getting my car back today. fuck.
anyway i am happy. i'm trying really hard to balance my head and just be serene. i wish i didn't stop doing yoga because that's exactly what i need right now. i don't know how to handle stress anymore. it comes and takes over, and i have no chance. lately i've been opening up to shane a lot which i need to keep doing because i have all this built up tension from birth practically. it's becoming unmanagable and gets displaced in the wrong situations because i don't know what to do with it all! system overload i guess. what ever i love a boy and my friends are cool sometimes. i can't wait to drive and waste gas and be free. it's been too long
anyway i am happy. i'm trying really hard to balance my head and just be serene. i wish i didn't stop doing yoga because that's exactly what i need right now. i don't know how to handle stress anymore. it comes and takes over, and i have no chance. lately i've been opening up to shane a lot which i need to keep doing because i have all this built up tension from birth practically. it's becoming unmanagable and gets displaced in the wrong situations because i don't know what to do with it all! system overload i guess. what ever i love a boy and my friends are cool sometimes. i can't wait to drive and waste gas and be free. it's been too long