Alive again…
To be so happy that you can hardly contain your tears
To have that satisfaction of knowing that they will regret their decision
The decision that hurt you so much
Yet you are fully over now
You know it makes you a bad person
However you can’t wait till the moment
In which you can laugh at them for their mistake
Actually, you don’t need to wait
You laugh now
For you know they are wrong
They can live in their denial
Not seeing what is plain and clear
Their lies, got you once
Now you see
And you know it wasn’t meant to be
Anyways, just some random excerpt from my mind up there.
I am registered for summer classes! Now I just got to pay them… Just a little over $600 for my 2 classes at DelTech, would have cost me close to $1100 for 2 classes at UD! I’m going to be taking Stats I and Accounting I. I spoke to my advisor before hand and she was cool with it, so I went ahead over to DelTech to register for my classes because their online system said I didn’t have the prereqs to take Stats I… To make a long story really short, I got it all taken care of with DelTech and now I just need to pay them. I also have to pay Verizon $490, out over a grand now… It’s all good though, parents said I could borrow the money for school if I need it.
I went to their admissions office to see if I could just get the ok to take the stats class, the front desk lady there was mean and said no one can see you today! I pressed a little further and she said well there is this one person…you must go over to the library to print your transcript and come back before 2. So I head over to the library and pass the computer lab on the way, jump in there because I figure I can print out my transcript there. However, couldn’t login to the computer even though I could have sworn I had used that password just the day before to check my DTCC email…. I figure alright, I might as well go down to the library and try or maybe they have machines that don’t need logins. I look and they need logins, so I ask the info lady there if she could reset my password or something. She says no, go to the computer lab (I was just there!), so I head back to the lab. I ask the lab guy to reset it and he is like I can print it for you, so I’m like great! The paper has a password that I already used, but I go and try it again carefully. No success, get the lab guy and a few moments of thoughts he ask if I’m taking a class right now. I’m like no, he tells me I can’t use the computers unless I’m taking a class, grrr! He also tells me to go back to the library and ask them for help. I tried to coax him to use the computer so I can print out my freaking transcript but no luck there :((think I needed bigger boobs or maybe he was gay?)
Anyhow, back down to the library where I go mess around with one of their card catalog computers until I can get an IE browser up. Then I am finally able to go to www.udel.edu and log in to SIS+ and all that goodness and print that transcript! Finally, I think and head over to the printer to grab my one sheet of paper. Now I’m going to head back to the building that admissions is in, but nope! The info lady stops me and says the paper is 10 cents! Grr, I didn’t bring any change with me! I almost didn’t even bring my wallet with me, but I dig and find a dollar bill. I wish I didn’t have it and only had like a twenty to give her, see her make change for that! So I get my change, so alright finally back to the admissions office!
I’m standing at the desk for a bit as I wait for the lazy front desk lady to come over to help me. It wasn’t long or anything, but I could see her sitting and not doing anything as I waited… So anyhow, she takes me to the counselor and he quickly fills out the form I need and fills out the classes and things that I want. Then he tells me that I can be on my way now. Notice what he didn’t do? He never asked for the transcript that I had to so painstakingly print out and got charged 10 cents for!!! It’s just kinda funny now, but d@mn I whored myself out in attempts to get that paper!
I got a calculus quiz tomorrow, I hope I do well. I bombed that world religions exam, need to do really well on final to pass. Got “chaired” at work last night, didn’t have my camera :(. The camera in the cell phone doesn’t quite capture the moment well enough.
Probably gonna get together with Mike Sunday to take care of stuff for Havok. Frances works at VS! Just what I need as I updated my undies… Haha, just kidding! Me and Frances aren’t hardly anywhere close in sizes, so I think the store would get suspicious of her buying so many bras and panties!
I’m kinda thinking about picking up another job during the summer, but swinging away from it since I’m taking my classes and all that. I shop online more often than not, so working in any one retail store even just a little bit, doesn’t offer me a great deal of incentive even with their employee discount…
I hooked up my shuffle in my car with one of them ghetto tape adapters and it actually don’t sound bad! It sounds quite good as a matter of fact, so combined with my 4 CD disc changer, I don’t really need to get a stereo and all that. I want to get a bike anyhow, but I don’t know how to maintain one. A new car is a bigger possibility, just what is the question and how new?
Last thing, I need to stop drinking… I drink and then say and do things that I shouldn’t! :(
EDIT: 4/29/05 1:09 AM
Here is what I have done to avoid studying for my calculus thing tomorrow
-Watch latest episode of Scrubs and then a couple episodes from season one. Perry's hair looks weird in season one and the janitor is apparently 37+ years old. He looks good for 37?
-Messed around with the unreleased wordpress blog (one person has the link right now, but they may not have looked at it), got the rss feeds to work... Corrected certain themes so that I have the ability to instantly switch them! Going to try and edit my random theme with my own pics, but I have none. Try to add a calendar, it maybe actually already coded, but turned off, but I gotta hunt in the code for it. Just lots of time messing with it...
-Logged into the facebook for the first time in months, made some updates, no longer have that @sshole of a boyfriend, no longer an RCC, and I now like shiny things. Messed around on the site, confirmed some friend request that had been sitting in there for a while because my UDEL's email thought the emails to notify me that I had new friend requests were junk mails...
-Now I'm typing this to avoid studying...
END 1:17 AM
Time Wasted:~8 Minutes
To have that satisfaction of knowing that they will regret their decision
The decision that hurt you so much
Yet you are fully over now
You know it makes you a bad person
However you can’t wait till the moment
In which you can laugh at them for their mistake
Actually, you don’t need to wait
You laugh now
For you know they are wrong
They can live in their denial
Not seeing what is plain and clear
Their lies, got you once
Now you see
And you know it wasn’t meant to be
Anyways, just some random excerpt from my mind up there.
I am registered for summer classes! Now I just got to pay them… Just a little over $600 for my 2 classes at DelTech, would have cost me close to $1100 for 2 classes at UD! I’m going to be taking Stats I and Accounting I. I spoke to my advisor before hand and she was cool with it, so I went ahead over to DelTech to register for my classes because their online system said I didn’t have the prereqs to take Stats I… To make a long story really short, I got it all taken care of with DelTech and now I just need to pay them. I also have to pay Verizon $490, out over a grand now… It’s all good though, parents said I could borrow the money for school if I need it.
I went to their admissions office to see if I could just get the ok to take the stats class, the front desk lady there was mean and said no one can see you today! I pressed a little further and she said well there is this one person…you must go over to the library to print your transcript and come back before 2. So I head over to the library and pass the computer lab on the way, jump in there because I figure I can print out my transcript there. However, couldn’t login to the computer even though I could have sworn I had used that password just the day before to check my DTCC email…. I figure alright, I might as well go down to the library and try or maybe they have machines that don’t need logins. I look and they need logins, so I ask the info lady there if she could reset my password or something. She says no, go to the computer lab (I was just there!), so I head back to the lab. I ask the lab guy to reset it and he is like I can print it for you, so I’m like great! The paper has a password that I already used, but I go and try it again carefully. No success, get the lab guy and a few moments of thoughts he ask if I’m taking a class right now. I’m like no, he tells me I can’t use the computers unless I’m taking a class, grrr! He also tells me to go back to the library and ask them for help. I tried to coax him to use the computer so I can print out my freaking transcript but no luck there :((think I needed bigger boobs or maybe he was gay?)
Anyhow, back down to the library where I go mess around with one of their card catalog computers until I can get an IE browser up. Then I am finally able to go to www.udel.edu and log in to SIS+ and all that goodness and print that transcript! Finally, I think and head over to the printer to grab my one sheet of paper. Now I’m going to head back to the building that admissions is in, but nope! The info lady stops me and says the paper is 10 cents! Grr, I didn’t bring any change with me! I almost didn’t even bring my wallet with me, but I dig and find a dollar bill. I wish I didn’t have it and only had like a twenty to give her, see her make change for that! So I get my change, so alright finally back to the admissions office!
I’m standing at the desk for a bit as I wait for the lazy front desk lady to come over to help me. It wasn’t long or anything, but I could see her sitting and not doing anything as I waited… So anyhow, she takes me to the counselor and he quickly fills out the form I need and fills out the classes and things that I want. Then he tells me that I can be on my way now. Notice what he didn’t do? He never asked for the transcript that I had to so painstakingly print out and got charged 10 cents for!!! It’s just kinda funny now, but d@mn I whored myself out in attempts to get that paper!
I got a calculus quiz tomorrow, I hope I do well. I bombed that world religions exam, need to do really well on final to pass. Got “chaired” at work last night, didn’t have my camera :(. The camera in the cell phone doesn’t quite capture the moment well enough.
Probably gonna get together with Mike Sunday to take care of stuff for Havok. Frances works at VS! Just what I need as I updated my undies… Haha, just kidding! Me and Frances aren’t hardly anywhere close in sizes, so I think the store would get suspicious of her buying so many bras and panties!
I’m kinda thinking about picking up another job during the summer, but swinging away from it since I’m taking my classes and all that. I shop online more often than not, so working in any one retail store even just a little bit, doesn’t offer me a great deal of incentive even with their employee discount…
I hooked up my shuffle in my car with one of them ghetto tape adapters and it actually don’t sound bad! It sounds quite good as a matter of fact, so combined with my 4 CD disc changer, I don’t really need to get a stereo and all that. I want to get a bike anyhow, but I don’t know how to maintain one. A new car is a bigger possibility, just what is the question and how new?
Last thing, I need to stop drinking… I drink and then say and do things that I shouldn’t! :(
EDIT: 4/29/05 1:09 AM
Here is what I have done to avoid studying for my calculus thing tomorrow
-Watch latest episode of Scrubs and then a couple episodes from season one. Perry's hair looks weird in season one and the janitor is apparently 37+ years old. He looks good for 37?
-Messed around with the unreleased wordpress blog (one person has the link right now, but they may not have looked at it), got the rss feeds to work... Corrected certain themes so that I have the ability to instantly switch them! Going to try and edit my random theme with my own pics, but I have none. Try to add a calendar, it maybe actually already coded, but turned off, but I gotta hunt in the code for it. Just lots of time messing with it...
-Logged into the facebook for the first time in months, made some updates, no longer have that @sshole of a boyfriend, no longer an RCC, and I now like shiny things. Messed around on the site, confirmed some friend request that had been sitting in there for a while because my UDEL's email thought the emails to notify me that I had new friend requests were junk mails...
-Now I'm typing this to avoid studying...
END 1:17 AM
Time Wasted:~8 Minutes