Worst night in a while
I can't seem to get to sleep...I'm haunted by memories that should be long dead...maybe it's this damn song...or the memory of Cyndi saying she liked this song (Slipknot - People=shit) but I can remember the moment we met...the time spent in my truck...as if I'm reliving it when I close my eyes...it hurts to know that I have forever screwed it up.. and now I am paying for it with my life...I can feel it slowly slipping away with my sanity...when will I get over this...will I ever move on? these are questions I must find out on my own.