Save Yourself, cause the only thing that matters is that you get away.

[wipetheblood]

So im uber bored and totally freaking out bout everything.

I have no idea what i wanna do with my life, i mean sure i wanna study fine art, media and photography at uni...Cardiff? maybe. But then theres the whole thing of leaving everybody behind, im not good at making new friends anyway, i hate that. I love the friends i have now.

So would love to live off creating artworks for posters or cd covers and shit like that.

its what im interested in
but i can see me just going no where, for sure! Everyone seems so sorted.
ill just become a bum hahaha...aces...

I crave success, but i know im not gonna get that, so i'd make do with a comfortable///enjoyable///fun job, a roof over my head and love.

I miss doing things just for the fun of it, i never go out and do those little things that used to make me happy.
Laying in Calverly, naming shapes in the clouds
making banana milkshakes on the pantiles bandstand
going to a show with no ticket haha
skipping lessons to play piano in the music block

Routine sucks, exams suck...being average sucks
always try and have fun, without fun and friends you'll be so unhappy