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went to publix and bought food--and i spent too much. or maybe i'm just overly paranoid about spending ANY money right now? i'm not sure, but i am sure that i have to eat. bleh. damn tummy.
roy unblocked me. so today i im'd him and said:
me: i see you've unblocked me.
him: i unblocked everyone.
me: gee, and here i thought i was special =P
him: heh.
we had a short convo before i had to do some cleaning. i wonder why i feel so entrigued by him? silly little angel boy--he isn't the angel i thought he was--the angel is who i hoped he was. but i can't shake the habit of referring to roy as "the angel" or "my lost angel". what can i say...with each cold word uttered, my heart freezes the deeper to him...and almost over the hole which he tore out. so long i wished i wouldn't have driven him away--but he IS gone from me for all time.
i'm so melodramtic. heh.
what can i say about brian but i adore him? that he's the most kind, giving, caring individual i've ever met? he's not a weakling in heart like the above ^^. i wouldn't find a better boyfriend/husband if i tried. again, what can i say but i adore him? and that if you believe in fate, we were truly meant for one another. <3<3<3
mushhyyy mood.
<3
roy unblocked me. so today i im'd him and said:
me: i see you've unblocked me.
him: i unblocked everyone.
me: gee, and here i thought i was special =P
him: heh.
we had a short convo before i had to do some cleaning. i wonder why i feel so entrigued by him? silly little angel boy--he isn't the angel i thought he was--the angel is who i hoped he was. but i can't shake the habit of referring to roy as "the angel" or "my lost angel". what can i say...with each cold word uttered, my heart freezes the deeper to him...and almost over the hole which he tore out. so long i wished i wouldn't have driven him away--but he IS gone from me for all time.
i'm so melodramtic. heh.
what can i say about brian but i adore him? that he's the most kind, giving, caring individual i've ever met? he's not a weakling in heart like the above ^^. i wouldn't find a better boyfriend/husband if i tried. again, what can i say but i adore him? and that if you believe in fate, we were truly meant for one another. <3<3<3
mushhyyy mood.
<3