I want to crawl into a deep hole right now...
After finding out somethings about my parents that they are closer to diying on me. Then I have an annonying life that it isn't worth much except supporting others. I hate the way I am getting treating like I can just get tossed around like a piece of meat or a place mat. That is all that is going on. The money I get goes to my roommates new car since I can't drive cause of my seiurzes.Then they treat my like crap even more and expect me to take it. I just want to find a dark nice whole and crawl into and stay there for awhile and not come out for along time so then I don't have to deal with them or anyone. I am just getting fed up with all this.I have enough to deal with how much more am I suppose to take. I lost alot but loseing my parents will be hard to deal with I will try that is all but not right now I just can't. I just don't understand why this happens to me why right now. My b-day is coming up and already that is shitty as hell because I can't do anything as I planned too. So I am stuck on that one. So what else is going to wrong.