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Last night was awesome... No drama (as planned, thank the stars it didnt happen), no bullshit, just good times. The Dude came over with his trenchcoat and his guitar, and later he started to have some fun with the Captain. It was honestly exactly what everyone needed. I'm really exactly in the state of chill i needed to be in. My daughter is staying with my folks this weekend so there should be lots of good times this weekend at otakon. My little brother will be having his first con *cackles* oh how the corruption continues. Im making lots of loot at this job of jobliness, im actually quite happy. B. And I have a great understanding... and more than anything i've really liked just spending time with people I care about and that i know care about me. J. and B. have been over for a few days now... B. was chillin with Manda yesterday, i hope that went well, ill hear about it sooner or later im sure *rolls evey and grins*. Gonna head to Faire after work and get my photo taken for my employee pass and than get J. and B. Jobs! hopefully they can be something cool. This is gonna be a great faire season, I can feel it. People who are to chldish to work shit out will just be ignoring me, and honestly I couldnt be happier about that. I have a new friend, and we all actually get along. I have a very good feeling about this next couple of weeks, very good for my stress levels.
on a more reasonable and stable level. Xela, we got along very well, and i really thought you were gonna be a great addition to my family. What hurts more than finding out that you were stabbing me in the back, is the fact that you werent willing to work things out. I really wasnt terribly upset with YOU, i just needed to push EVERYONE away. I told step to back off, I just wanted time. Noone seemed to want me to have that so I lashed out. You are obviously so inhuman that you are incapable making a mistake or acting on emotion, and thusly we are incompatible, and that... is somethng that will never change.
Arrigato Xela-kun ~ !!DELETED!!
Feel much better now, NOW everything is resolved... MoMo is back in town, i think ill end up hanging out with her sometime soon...
~Sealing the door to my last week, and re-opening the door to my real life~
\Winter/
on a more reasonable and stable level. Xela, we got along very well, and i really thought you were gonna be a great addition to my family. What hurts more than finding out that you were stabbing me in the back, is the fact that you werent willing to work things out. I really wasnt terribly upset with YOU, i just needed to push EVERYONE away. I told step to back off, I just wanted time. Noone seemed to want me to have that so I lashed out. You are obviously so inhuman that you are incapable making a mistake or acting on emotion, and thusly we are incompatible, and that... is somethng that will never change.
Arrigato Xela-kun ~ !!DELETED!!
Feel much better now, NOW everything is resolved... MoMo is back in town, i think ill end up hanging out with her sometime soon...
~Sealing the door to my last week, and re-opening the door to my real life~
\Winter/