Life isn't always about a smooth sailing journey. The most unexpected shower could hit at the most absurd timing of the day, on a random day of the week. "How long have i been in this storm?" We'd often question ourselves, when our faith starts to waver and we start to doubt. Some complain that life isnt fair, then again how many review our own faults and take responsibility for our own actions?
Perhaps, life is inevitably a mixture of well, our taste buds combination (sweet, sour, salty, bitter). You gain some and you lose some. A constant reminder not to get complacent when we are sitting on the higher side of the see-saw because the lower end is just a flip away. As you set your foot on the merry-go-round that we love to play, we understand that what goes around comes around. Pain is there to remind us that our emotions are real and we are still alive. And as long as we are still breathing and our heart is still pumping, we can make a difference.
Keep the faith, have a little hope, and take a chance.
A little note for you.
My dear friend, i warned you not to lie right from the start. Your first lie is the pass to subsequent layer of lies to cover up for your first lie. People around you are getting hurt from your actions, your lies landed you in this catastrophe you are caught in today.
Mistakes ain't free, there's a price to pay for the things we choose to do, and prepare to face the consequences.
We all knew that this will have to end one day, we just didn't know how the ending is going to be like. Today, you are paying for what you should have seen, coming in your way long ago. I am proud that you have woken up from your delusional state and it must have hurt a lot to have to go way back to where everything started, to end it. I admire your guts, for i know, not many people would have the courage to do that. They would rather run away and let things slip by, but you didn't.
You are brave and you will always be loved.
So friends, don't ever try to start the first lie, thinking you can get away with it. For all you know, one day, you will be paying a high price for it.