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We need to have a talk.
You have a job that you really wanted and that you really like. The people that are above you suck most of the time, but that is something you really are going to have to work with. You are shit with authority. You are even shittier with authority that shouldnt really be in charge. Some of those supervisors are shit. They talk shit. You cannot treat them like they are on your level and expect to get away with it. They gossip. You knew this from the first day. Of course they arent going to talk to you about problems. They are going to talk to the person in charge so that they can avoid that. You are no better. You suck at talking people yourself. Dont think you are better than them. When you are there, they are better than you. They are your boss. You fuck up, even if you didn't know you fucked up. Switch modes. Not the switch that you have been doing. Switch to peasant mode. Switch to I know I fucked up, dont burn down my house mode. Switch to no mam yes mam, no sir yes sir if you fucking need to. These people that you work with, all of them, are not your friends. They wont be your friend. The moment you are gone, they are talking shit about you and you know it. So act like you respect the fucking hell out of them. Act like a peasant does to the king that with a click of fingers can destroy everything they have. That is exactly what these people are.
I dont fucking care that you didn't know what you were doing. You dont get defensive. DONT FUCKING GET DEFENSIVE. You fuck up, own up to it. Apologize profusely.
Dont get sucked into the drama. Right now you are the drama. All of them are talking about you. They dont like you. You dont like them. Thats the way that it is. Dont show it.
You love your job. You love everyone. You respect every fucking person. That is all that should show.
You are supposed to be loved by your boss. Not on the verge of getting fired you fucking idiot.
You have a job that you really wanted and that you really like. The people that are above you suck most of the time, but that is something you really are going to have to work with. You are shit with authority. You are even shittier with authority that shouldnt really be in charge. Some of those supervisors are shit. They talk shit. You cannot treat them like they are on your level and expect to get away with it. They gossip. You knew this from the first day. Of course they arent going to talk to you about problems. They are going to talk to the person in charge so that they can avoid that. You are no better. You suck at talking people yourself. Dont think you are better than them. When you are there, they are better than you. They are your boss. You fuck up, even if you didn't know you fucked up. Switch modes. Not the switch that you have been doing. Switch to peasant mode. Switch to I know I fucked up, dont burn down my house mode. Switch to no mam yes mam, no sir yes sir if you fucking need to. These people that you work with, all of them, are not your friends. They wont be your friend. The moment you are gone, they are talking shit about you and you know it. So act like you respect the fucking hell out of them. Act like a peasant does to the king that with a click of fingers can destroy everything they have. That is exactly what these people are.
I dont fucking care that you didn't know what you were doing. You dont get defensive. DONT FUCKING GET DEFENSIVE. You fuck up, own up to it. Apologize profusely.
Dont get sucked into the drama. Right now you are the drama. All of them are talking about you. They dont like you. You dont like them. Thats the way that it is. Dont show it.
You love your job. You love everyone. You respect every fucking person. That is all that should show.
You are supposed to be loved by your boss. Not on the verge of getting fired you fucking idiot.