I need to write about something really bothering me. I have been needing to quit my coven for awhile, it was just a matter of going about it, and i know right now that i went about it wrong. I shouldn't have prolonged it, but i didn't want to hurt the people in the coven. But i have a feeling that it won't matter. I feel that my trust in them
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I am never sure how things would end, or who exactly your quarrels were with. One can only act on what they know and how they feel. It saddens me to find that you feel I am hypocritical and dishonest with you- if you would only point out the situation, and the conflict, I would resolve it for you, but I can promise you, so far I have been honest with you. I'm sorry the coven has become for you a place that is no longer safe, and I apologize if you believe I have made it that way for you.. It was truly never my intent. For the sake of us all, I would like to continue our friendship outside of any matter to do with the coven. While I plan to remain in the coven, and study under my HP, my friendship with you is still important to me, and I only wish for us to continue as good friends.
As for the whole issue about the tool CD, I'm sure there are many ways everyone could stretch the argument. No one really wants to blame anyone for how or why that transpired at all. Material objects shouldn't be of importance to us, and if we all can't accept that, then we should all at least agree to disagree and forget the whole thing. With the new computer my HP is buying, she would easily be able to replace every song on that album for free (kazaa or some p2p prog), if not, an exact copy of the same cd.. My HP (and I keep saying HP to keep the names nameless) is only concerned that we all be on good terms and no one ends up hating any one else. Her worries are that of what I would call, impartial miscommunication, but in a matter as sensitive as this, with a person such as yourself, a delay of communication has a higher chance of loosing it's meaning.. I know if I were in your position, I'm sure these events would match up closely..
In closing, about the issue of watching your back, my HP has no intention receiving or even wanting to take an action to receive the negative karma it would create between us all. She understands the value of our friendship, and the value of the friendship she wants to continue with you. If any of us are ever vindictive in this situation, it would be toward ourselves, and not any of us. As you say, we are all bigger and better people then to do stupid things like that. I hope this comment provide the answers you seek, and the peace of mind you originally had hoped to attain when writing this entry.
Regards,
_theredqueen
P.S. you should try "touched with fire" also by Kay Jamison-- she's such a good authority on the truth about the Manic depressive..
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