Last post before I fly. Too many things.
I just finished doing the stack of 'diary letters' and a big big expensive card filled with words for darling. I hope this little gift will keep him companied till 16 days later when I'm back. I love the time spent at home because I'll get a lot of my things (to-do-list) done. I practiced piano for ONE HOUR PLUS, and spent my whole afternoon the card. My hand's still feeling numb after writing. It's not an easy task I tell you. Pasting, writing, etc. HAHAHA, but it's loveeee! :D Maybe this is what i call 'unconditional love'. Ohwell. :) Mom waited for me at Gombak again, after my driving, and we went for lunch! :D We visited my cousins and uncle after that, and yea, they created so many problems. Sigh. They really need help in their school work, seems like i've to be the nice person to help them, since they're my cousins. Ohwell. As an elder cousin, I should do something to help them yes? I'll go help them with school work, or in a sense give them free tuition so they can graduate with better grades. You see, parental guidances are very important. Look at my uncle, he doesn't know how to educate his children. Their perspectives towards life, success and even character development and what's wrong/right are all WRONG. They need complete brainwash in order to change for the better. Like seriously. Court cases are seriously too much for a 16+ year old. He's already going to be an adult soon, in a few years' and he's behaving this way! The way he speaks is even more..... Sigh. I seriously think I should do something about this, but do I have the right to do so? Should I? I'll face lots of stress if I wanna step into the situation but if I don't help out now, the condition will only exacerbate to a state where they are no longer of any hope. And then... I'll be contributing to the number of 'irritating people' in society. So... I should do something about it right?
I'll miss SG so much though I always can't wait to get out of this super small, bored-to-death red little dot on the world map. But thinking about leaving, I start to miss so many things. The people, the loved ones, the things (non-living things as well), food and the familiar and convenient surroundings.
And when I come back, I'll be back to my daily routine like now. I've decided to stop music for a month. Partly because I need a break to get everything right on track. To practice piano and vocals on my own, and make sure it's up to standard because I realise I haven't been performing up to my standard for the past few weeks, and I felt so demoralised and upset over that ): Another reason is because I'll be away for more than two weeks, and by then I come back, i think my standard would have gone down quite a bit, esp. piano. So yea. I need time to practice at home everyday. I don't like to do things in an incomplete manner. :D
Anyway, I've decided to settle down in SG's university. I'll then move on to study masters in Australia most probably. I'll work at least two years in some company before moving off to Australia to study my masters. After that, I'll come back to start my family :) Yes, that's my plan for my future. I'm certain about it. No more contemplations, no more confusions. That's it. Settled. :D
Time to pack my luggage. like finally!!! :D Well, sometimes I really hate myself for working in such a systematic manner. I must buy all the things before I can start packing my luggage because I wanna get it done once and for all. I don't like to wait. Just like when I study, I will bring ALL the things for example, on Economics, and I'll focus Economics for the day and make sure I absorb every single thing about the chapters that I want to study (planned). Yes. But this also means I'm not very very flexible -.- Sigh, I seriously need to change this trait about myself. :) But on the other hand, I love this trait of mine because I'll always get things done. I won't leave anything behind, untouched. Ohwell. Good and bad. It all depends how you view it :)
Miss me, people. Back on the 18th!
I'll miss SG so much though I always can't wait to get out of this super small, bored-to-death red little dot on the world map. But thinking about leaving, I start to miss so many things. The people, the loved ones, the things (non-living things as well), food and the familiar and convenient surroundings.
And when I come back, I'll be back to my daily routine like now. I've decided to stop music for a month. Partly because I need a break to get everything right on track. To practice piano and vocals on my own, and make sure it's up to standard because I realise I haven't been performing up to my standard for the past few weeks, and I felt so demoralised and upset over that ): Another reason is because I'll be away for more than two weeks, and by then I come back, i think my standard would have gone down quite a bit, esp. piano. So yea. I need time to practice at home everyday. I don't like to do things in an incomplete manner. :D
Anyway, I've decided to settle down in SG's university. I'll then move on to study masters in Australia most probably. I'll work at least two years in some company before moving off to Australia to study my masters. After that, I'll come back to start my family :) Yes, that's my plan for my future. I'm certain about it. No more contemplations, no more confusions. That's it. Settled. :D
Time to pack my luggage. like finally!!! :D Well, sometimes I really hate myself for working in such a systematic manner. I must buy all the things before I can start packing my luggage because I wanna get it done once and for all. I don't like to wait. Just like when I study, I will bring ALL the things for example, on Economics, and I'll focus Economics for the day and make sure I absorb every single thing about the chapters that I want to study (planned). Yes. But this also means I'm not very very flexible -.- Sigh, I seriously need to change this trait about myself. :) But on the other hand, I love this trait of mine because I'll always get things done. I won't leave anything behind, untouched. Ohwell. Good and bad. It all depends how you view it :)
Miss me, people. Back on the 18th!