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so i spent the whole day that the hospital. 9am- 9pm. it was such a long day and i'm freaking tired but my dad's operation went well and he is doing well. he is going to be in the hospital until either friday or saturday afternoon...it all depends on how well my dad is doing... you know the drill...
it was really hard to sit through the morning part. i had to fight myself not to cry so many times. my eyes would tear up and i just bit my lip until i could stop. I had to be the strong one.
after it was all over and my dad had been taken up to his room i felt so sick. seeing my dad with tubes and bags of stuff running through him, i actually passed out. and there was some drainage bag that was sitting on the floor that was filled up with the IV solution mixed with blood. yes i know this is so sick to read about... but you never actually saw it- consider yourself lucky!
later this evening will and ron and diane, my mom, amy and i were all there hanging out with my dad. it was nice having will there. he made me feel better. by this time i was starving, tired, headache, dizzy.. it was a bad combination.
thanks to all who prayed. but please continue that he will be able to heal fast and that the wouldn't be in too much pain in the next little while.
this is all i can type for now. i cant keep my eyes open any longer.
good night.
it was really hard to sit through the morning part. i had to fight myself not to cry so many times. my eyes would tear up and i just bit my lip until i could stop. I had to be the strong one.
after it was all over and my dad had been taken up to his room i felt so sick. seeing my dad with tubes and bags of stuff running through him, i actually passed out. and there was some drainage bag that was sitting on the floor that was filled up with the IV solution mixed with blood. yes i know this is so sick to read about... but you never actually saw it- consider yourself lucky!
later this evening will and ron and diane, my mom, amy and i were all there hanging out with my dad. it was nice having will there. he made me feel better. by this time i was starving, tired, headache, dizzy.. it was a bad combination.
thanks to all who prayed. but please continue that he will be able to heal fast and that the wouldn't be in too much pain in the next little while.
this is all i can type for now. i cant keep my eyes open any longer.
good night.