Jul 28, 2004 18:07
sometimes i just feel like complaining and i guess that is why i have this thing.
i wish that people could just go for what they want and stop half assing it and then complaining about how thier dream got away from them. I am tired of seeing my friends settle for careers they hate, people they dont love and friends that aren't really friends.
i hate how growing up equals selling out or selling yourself short and thinking that you'd better make the big paychecks soon. I hate how comercial and consumer based a lot of people are getting in my life.
dont get me wrong... i wont pretend that people dont need money...i guess it just sucks.
i actually like my job... its a bonus that i make good money too. i know not everyone is that lucky. on the flip side, i am unhappy because i want to do something with my writng. all of my proffessors seem to think i have a lot of talent.
me and my friend mellissa are thinking about making a little book of my stories and her art...
I just think that there has to be some kind of value in creating something... my friends and chris have such talent to offer.
wrecklessly imaging wrecked images.....