Our life is not a movie, or maybe

Mar 09, 2009 12:48


Surely all this hsbs should have dissapeared by now. Hm I wish. The majority (85%) is mainly my fault that I will put my head down and admit to. Alcohol has the tendency to exaggerate emotions right? 
Maybe I should just quit drinking - or take up drinking alone! 
Oh lonesome me.
Where is my life?! Give me a '63 Comet, give me a highway and give me a camera.
Photography. Man I miss that so much. I'm stubborn I know it I can still do it for my own personal pleasure but I just don't get that kick that I used to get out of print photography. I think I'm happiest in that red light. (no hooker remarks please douche bags)
Photography, Music, Fashion and Alcohol. (L)



my 2010 options;
University - Nursing
                  Forensic Science
                  Law
Travelling - Au Pairing in Europe
                   Teaching in China
                    Road trip America
hmmmm options options options all of which I don't really have the money for haha but a raise in a few months should make this horizon look more promising.
This was a pointless entry. I needed a vent. I want creativity!!!!
Saturday night I stood outside the club and screamed. Fucking just let it out and screamed. It felt absolutely ace. I might have to scream some more. Touch me I'm going to scream.

Oh and to add to the previous needs - Give me this;



Clutter. Lord.


oth, plas, mess

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