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2010 WINTER OLYMPIC GAMES KINK MEME
Welcome to all winter athletes! This Winter Games is screaming for fic. Lots and lots of fic. So let's give them what they want! The set up is easy! Just (anonymously) post your favorite pairing, threesome, groupsome, etc., and a kink. All prompts are welcome, not just the kinky ones. If someone is interested, ( Read more... )
Welcome to all winter athletes! This Winter Games is screaming for fic. Lots and lots of fic. So let's give them what they want! The set up is easy! Just (anonymously) post your favorite pairing, threesome, groupsome, etc., and a kink. All prompts are welcome, not just the kinky ones. If someone is interested, ( Read more... )
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Evan’s at the baggage claim, trying to figure out where to get a taxi before he realizes that he doesn’t know Johnny’s address. He debates dropping the whole thing, but then decides to text his publicist and ask if she knows. If she doesn’t text him the address, then he’ll just give up and find a hotel in the city. The elation he’d felt on the plane is gone already and his anxiety is back. He hadn’t thought through the logistics of getting to Lyndhurst. His chest feels tight, like there’s a rubber band wrapped around his heart.
Thankfully, his publicist replies, cutting his building panic attack short. Five minute response time; that 24/7 availability thing was definitely worth the expense. After the street name and number she adds, “Want to send something? I can take care of it.”
“no i got it,” Evan replies, wondering how long it will take his PR team to notice he’s not in LA and connect the dots.
He almost changes his mind when the taxi pulls into the driveway, but the driver would probably think he was crazy if he told him to go back to the airport. As he stands at the door knocking, Evan realizes that it’s Friday night, and Johnny is probably out drinking excessively and fucking an entire nightclub or whatever, but then the door opens and instead he’s standing there in a t-shirt and sweatpants looking confused.
“Hi,” Evan says.
“Hiiiiiiii?” Johnny says, looking over Evan’s shoulder like there might be an explanation behind him. “What are you- Wait, is this a hidden camera thing? Are you doing a talk show?”
“No! No, I’m actually. I’m just here.”
“So you are,” Johnny says, one eyebrow raised.
“Um, can I come in?”
Johnny shrugs and steps back, letting Evan follow him inside. His place is smaller than it looks on TV. Also, more boring. Evan was expecting there to be furs draped over the furniture and Lady Gaga posters on every wall.
There’s an exercise video playing in the background and a mat on the floor. Johnny finds the remote and hits pause. Then he stands there and looks at Evan, waiting.
“Um,” Evan starts. He’d been practicing a speech on the train, but now he can’t remember how it went. “I don’t really have an explanation for this.”
“You were in the neighborhood and thought you’d drop by?”
“Not really, I came from LA. I sort of needed some distance.”
“Distance? So… you took a flight to New York and thought, ‘who do I know on the East Coast that I can crash with?’”
Evan shrugs, “basically.”
“How uncharacteristically spontaneous.”
“Yeah. No. I mean. That’s not true. It wasn’t spontaneous, I’ve been thinking about visiting you for weeks.”
“Well, that’s… that’s very romantic.”
“Not like that,” Evan says.
Johnny rolls his eyes. “Fine, not romantic. Insane. You sound like you’re having a nervous breakdown.”
“I’m not!” Is he? Maybe he is. He wants to put his hand to his chest and press in against the painful beating of his heart, but instead he balls up his fist and presses it against his leg.
“Why are you here?” Johnny asks. “What do you want?”
“To hang out?” Evan tries. He’s really starting to regret this. He should have known Johnny would have too many questions he can’t answer.
“Hang…?” Johnny puts his hand to his forehead, scrunching up his face like he’s getting a headache. He takes a breath and says, “Whatever, are you hungry?”
Evan nods.
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Johnny sits across from him at the table, waiting until he’s finished eating before saying, “Let’s try this again, why are you here?”
The food must have done some good because Evan can remember his prepared speech now. He clears his throat and begins, “It started one morning when I woke up and I took a long, hard look in the mirror. I suddenly realized that I need to take my life in a new direction-”
“No, stop, what is this bullshit? You sound like you’re at a press conference. Why are you really here? What’s wrong, Evan?”
“I, uh, I honestly don’t know. I wanted some time-off and I’ve been kind of… lonely? I guess I got used to having everyone around during the Olympics.”
“Time-off?”
“Yeah.”
“You. Time-off.” He leans back. “Are you sure you’re not having a nervous breakdown?”
“I don’t think so. I just really needed to get away. Far away.”
“Yeah, but, why me? Don’t you have any friends closer to LA?”
“Uh,” Evan says.
“Okay, never mind,” Johnny puts his chin on his hand and stares for a moment.
Evan fidgets with his fork, stabbing at the last baby corncob on his plate. “I guess, I thought maybe you could--” Crap, how can he say this? Is there anyway to put this that doesn’t sound insane? “--teach me to be genuine.”
“Oh my God,” Johnny stands up. “You’re having a nervous breakdown.”
“It’s not a breakdown, I just need to reevaluate. I think this is a wake up call.”
Johnny sighs and closes his eyes. “Okay, first step of being genuine: stop talking like that.”
“Talking like what?”
“When you’re uncomfortable, you turn everything you say into a sports cliché.”
“No, I don’t.”
“Oh, really? Let’s try something easy. What do you think about me? As a person.”
Evan pauses. Normally he has pre-prepared talking points for this kind of question. “Uh, I think… that we have very different personalities and styles, but that our rivalry makes both of us stronger competitors.”
“Okay, that, right there. You didn’t actually say anything about how you feel. You just regurgitated a sound bite.” He takes a breath and repeats the question, stressing every word, “What. Do. You. Think. Of. Me.”
“I, what?”
“Someone says, ‘Johnny Weir.’ What pops into your head? What are you feeling? What are you thinking? Describe it.”
“I- I guess I’m usually thinking that- …you’re ridiculous.”
Johnny smiles, apparently not insulted, and motions for Evan to continue.
“And, uh, you’re kind of lazy and you don’t have any motivation,” He says, words starting to flow more easily. “And you never take anything seriously and you don’t really respect our sport.”
Johnny’s starting to look annoyed now, so Evan tries to shift gears. “And you’re a natural and you actually know how to dance and be artistic or whatever and you’re funny and usually nice to me in-person and you haven’t badmouthed me to the press in a while and… and I miss when we were on the same level.”
“Ouch,” Johnny says to the last. “Great, see, that was the longest, most genuine thing I’ve ever heard you say.”
“Oh, wait, there’s one more thing,” Evan says, just realizing it himself. “I think it’s why I’m here.”
Johnny leans forward in anticipation as Evan pauses, trying to decide how to phrase this. “I think I’ve always felt like… if I were more like you, maybe I’d be happier.”
“Huh,” Johnny says. “Well, maybe I could help you unwind a little. You’re so repressed. Okay, what the hell. Clearly you shouldn’t be left alone right now. You can stay for a few days, but I’m flying out to Russia on Tuesday.”
“Oh,” Evan says. He feels disappointed, although it’s probably for the best that this visit has a time limit.
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It’s 5:31am, and Evan kind of wants to curl up on the couch in a fetal position and clutch a pillow to his chest. He decides he’ll let himself do it for exactly five minutes and then get up. It’s unlikely Johnny will come downstairs and see him this early in the morning anyway. The pressure of the pillow kind of cancels out the pressure in his chest, making him feel almost normal. 5:36 passes and he thinks, “screw it,” and stays curled up. It’s not like Johnny cares if Evan’s not acting like a perfect, stoic skating machine. He’d probably prefer if he didn’t.
Evan startles and flips over on his back when Johnny comes into the living room at 6:30.
“Morning,” Johnny grunts, barely looking at Evan as he goes into the kitchen. A minute later he can hear the sound of coffee percolating.
“You look like hell,” Johnny says, coming back into the living room with a bowl of cereal. “Was the couch uncomfortable? I knew it wouldn’t be big enough for your ridiculous legs.”
“No, it’s not that. Uh, Carroll kind of called.”
“Ooooh,” Johnny says, sympathetic. “Did he give you hell?”
“Pretty much. He told me to come back. Today.”
“Are you going to?”
Evan looks away, “Well, I don’t want to.”
“Good,” Johnny says, like that settles it.
“But, really, he just wants what’s best for me-” Evan starts.
“Uh, no. He wants what’s best for Evan the skater, not Evan the person. All coaches do, but they’re not always right. Even Galina makes mistakes sometimes.”
Evan huffs and rolls over on his stomach. “But what if what’s best for me is being the best skater?”
“Is it? I thought the whole point of this little tantrum was that you weren’t sure you wanted to skate anymore.”
“It’s not a tantrum,” Evan says, pushing up on his elbows so he can glare at Johnny.
“Sorry, I meant, this… this manly assertion of your inner self.”
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“Oh, that’s not true,” Johnny says. “You’re an Olympic champion, for fuck’s sake, you can do anything you want now and people will fall over themselves helping you. Anything. You can- you can go to fucking Harvard, or become an assassin, or a porn star, or-”
“What?” Evan mouths, no longer following him.
“Okay,” Johnny says, stopping. “Bad examples, but it’s true. You worked your ass off so now you get to enjoy the rewards. God, if I’d won gold, I’d, I’d-- I don’t even know, but it would be awesome.”
“It doesn’t feel awesome,” he says. “It feels like a huge weight. I thought that I’d feel better, but instead I feel like… like anything I do now, it’s not about me anymore. I can’t mess up, or,” he wants to say something about ‘resting on his laurels’ but suppresses it. “Frank said I was embarrassing my country.”
“Oh, what the fuck? Seriously? That guy…” Johnny gets up and starts to pace back and forth. “You’re not a giant gold medal on legs, Evan. Taking a few days off because you’re burned out is not embarrassing anyone. Being on Dancing with the Stars? Maybe. But this country gets embarrassed way too easily. This whole fucking sport does.”
“You really think I could go to Harvard?”
“What? The MBA thing? Sure, they’ll definitely let you in.”
“But you think I could actually do it? The work, I mean. I was always good in school, but that was ages ago.”
Johnny looks pained for a second, and then says, “Look, if you put half as much effort into grad school as you do into skating, you’ll be fine. They’ll love you. And, really, you’d be great at business. Your first language is clichés, for fuck’s sake. You’ll go out in a tie and a tracksuit and investors will just throw money at you.”
“You think?” he asks. “People say that, but usually I think they’re humoring me.”
“I’m not humoring you. I am completely and entirely serious, okay?” Johnny sits down next to him on the couch. “God, how does a gold medal winner develop delusions of inadequacy? Maybe you need to see a psychologist.”
“I already have a sports psychologist.”
“I meant a person psychologist.”
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Your Johnny IS Johnny. His snark is just the right kind and the right level without feeling too forced. Evan's "ums" and doubts in his speech and his opinions are fucking AWESOME. God, and the whole thing is very well plotted, and the dialogue is brilliantXD
(and I'm so so so VERY happy that Plushenko is being set up as the next in line, what with Johnny's close visit to Russia...though I can't imagine Carroll's reaction if Evan calls and tells him he just got on a plane to Russia with Johnny Weir. I don't know if he'll be more horrified by the fact that he's with Johnny or that he's in Russia. After the Olympics. He'll be eaten by the angry scary Russian mobsXD
Meanwhile, I can already feel Johnny's perverse delight in corrupting him all over the worldXD)
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It’s a short conversation. Frank hangs up while Evan is still in midsentence, trying to explain, “I took a long, hard look in the mirror-” The dropped call noise beeps painfully in his ear.
LOL I could feel his exasperation
“Sorry, I meant, this… this manly assertion of your inner self.”
Great rewording, JohnnyXD
“I already have a sports psychologist.”
“I meant a person psychologist.”
LOL this, pretty much, summarizes this entire storyXD
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“-sorry, but he’s kind of fragile right now and I’m not sure how he’d deal with having other people over.”
Johnny must be in his room, Evan can hear him opening and closing drawers as he gets dressed and talks.
“Do you actually want to hang out with Lysacek? Believe me, it’s about as much fun as it sounds. Just stay in the city another night and I’ll call you tomorrow with an update.”
There’s another beat as Johnny listens to something and then, “What? No, noooooo! That’s not- We didn’t- That’s absurd and anyway I would tell you right away if- Will you shut up and listen. . .”
Johnny moves further away then and his voice gets muffled, so Evan goes back to getting ready. Johnny’s still in his room when he finishes. He goes into the kitchen and searches the cupboards for breakfast.
Evan’s working on a bowl of Cheerios when Johnny finally comes out of his room, wearing a long-sleeved green t-shirt and jeans.
“Do you have any wheat germ?” Evan asks.
Johnny blinks, but goes to the fridge and looks through the shelves until he finds a plastic jar. It’s the toasted kind, honey flavored. Evan carefully measures out two spoonfuls.
He probably shouldn’t let on that he eavesdropped, but he’s annoyed so whatever. “I’m not fragile,” he says.
Johnny sighs, “I meant emotionally, calm down.”
“Was that your roommate?” What’s his name, France? No, like the Hilton chick, Nicole?
“Yeah,” Johnny says. “He’s just mad because he thinks he’s being sexiled.”
“Being what?”
“Don’t worry about it. So-” Johnny comes over and hops up to sit on the table next to Evan’s orange juice. “What do you want to do today?”
“Um, we could go skating?”
Johnny starts to laugh, but stops quickly. “Oh. Oh, honey. No. One, it’s Saturday and, two, you’re having a nervous breakdown, remember?”
“Could you please stop calling it that?”
“Uh, sorry. That is kind of stigmatizing. You’re, um. . . you’re taking a mental health vacation. You don’t need to practice. You need to rest. Recuperate.”
Evan pulls a face, “But I feel like crap when I don’t exercise, can’t we at least do a little workout?”
“Okay, okay, but let’s go for a run or something. No skating.”
Johnny goes to change (again), while Evan digs through his suitcase for his sneakers.
They take a leisurely jog around the block and into a nearby park. It’s a nice area, suburban, but with enough meadows and trees to keep things interesting.
They stop at a spot with some benches to stretch and do some core exercises. It’s an unseasonably warm day and there are a lot of people out walking dogs or taking a run themselves. A few of them smile or say hi to Johnny, but no one seems to recognize Evan.
“Hey, how is the Dancing with the Stars thing going anyway? Have you started training for it yet?”
“A bit. I have a few weeks until filming starts, but I’m trying to prepare.”
“Are you nervous? You don’t have any dance training at all, right?”
“Yeah, it might end up being really embarrassing. I don’t think I’m very good yet, but Anna says I’m improving.”
“Hey, maybe I can help? Show me what you’ve learned, come on.” Johnny jumps up and stands with his arms out, like he expects Evan to come over and do a waltz with him in the middle of the park.
“Um,” Evan says, glancing around.
“Oh, for fuck’s sake,” Johnny says, rolling his eyes. “Live a little, there’s no paparazzi here.”
“But there’s no music,” Evan points out.
Johnny sighs and drops his hands.
“Later?” Evan asks. “I actually could use your help.”
“Sure, sure,” Johnny says, turning and starting to jog away. “I might as well put my fabulous artistic talents to good use.”
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Evan sits down on the coach, feeling guilty even though he doesn’t know what he did exactly. He tries watching TV, but he feels too antsy to just sit on his ass. Johnny’s laptop is out on a shelf and plugged into some speakers, so he goes over to look through his music. He doesn’t recognize most of the artists or songs, but that’s not really surprising. He turns on shuffle and selects the playlist entitled “The Gaga” as a peace offering.
Johnny comes into the room while Evan is trying to follow the advice of “Just Dance.” He leans against the wall with his arms crossed.
“Wow,” he says. “That is horrific. Why would anyone think it was a good idea to put you in a dance-based reality show?”
“I don’t know,” Evan admits, relieved to have an excuse to stop. “I kind of think it’s a weird opportunity though. Maybe it will actually help my skating.”
He holds his hand out to Johnny, who looks surprised but take it anyway and steps in close to him. Evan pulls him into a basic box step, trying to hear Anna’s voice in his head reminding him where to put his feet. They maneuver around the small room successfully a few times before Johnny says, “Wait, look up. Don’t look at your feet.”
“Sorry,” Evan says.
“It’s okay. For now, don’t even try to do a real step, just listen to the music and move with the beat.” He pulls father away from Evan so their hands are held between them, like they’re dancing in a club instead of a ballroom.
“Don’t move to the faster parts, try to hear to the bass underneath and match that. Yeah, yeah, there you go.”
They work through several songs that way, Evan watching Johnny and trying to copy his movements. He suspects many of them won’t be appropriate for network TV, but he’s starting to feel less stiff and awkward as he dances. He can sort of see why people do this for fun. It’s a lot less nerve racking when it’s only the two of them and they aren’t preparing for some competition.
“I just feel so silly,” Evan admits at one point, trying to make his hips swivel like Johnny’s. “I must look like an idiot.”
“You don’t,” Johnny promises. “Well, no, actually everyone looks like an idiot when they dance, but that’s okay. You just need to work on your dance face.”
“Dance face?” Evan repeats, turning to follow Johnny as he circles around him.
“You know how dancers sometimes get this serious look and like they don’t move their face muscles at all?” he stops smiling to show Evan, focusing his eyes on a distant point and clenching his jaw.
“Like?” Evan tries copying him.
“Yeah, but pout a little more. There, yeah, you look hot.”
Evan laughs, “And this won’t make me look like an idiot?”
“I didn’t say that,” Johnny says, moving in closer to put his arms around Evan’s neck.
A new song starts up and Evan has to pause for a moment to listen to the lyrics. “Disco stick?” he repeats.
Johnny cracks up, falling backwards to land on the couch.
“I’m starting to see why you’re such a fan of hers.”
“You should try asking your dance partner to use this.” Johnny says, still laughing. “Are you allowed to have lyrics?”
“I’m. . . I’m not actually sure, probably.”
He plops down next to Johnny, out of breath.
“The thing about dancing,” Johnny says. “Is that it only looks good if you’re not self-conscious. If you’re embarrassed, it’ll look embarrassing, but if you enjoy yourself then everyone watching you will too.”
Evan nods, stretching until his back cracks. “Okay, I’ll try to have fun with it. Thanks.”
“Anytime,” Johnny says. Evan thinks he might actually mean it. He suddenly notices that he feels. . . good. It’s hard to tell when he’s still breathless and sweaty, but his heartbeat doesn’t feel quite so intense. It’s lighter somehow.
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