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2010 Winter Games Kink Meme
Part 2
I never really expected this to take off so well, let alone end up with 4000+ comments. Now it's time for part 2!
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1. We are all here to have a little fun. Am I right?
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Before I ever thought to
Feel the need to lay down
Beside you
And tell you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
And now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
After Vancouver Apolo breaks up with him, his face impassive as JR screams at him that his reasoning is so fucking stupid, and if he wants to screw other people, has met someone else, or is just tired of him he should grow a set and say that instead of acting like it’s for JR, who’s going off to college in the fall. JR knows he’s not going to meet anyone else, and he hates the idea that Apolo might, and he knows that the only way Apolo can resist is if he doesn’t talk to or see JR, so JR keeps calling him, but Apolo won’t answer and he only sees him looking tired on talk shows and looking gorgeous in magazines, and he hates himself for loving Apolo for his entire fucking life, he hates that Apolo has been so much a part of him that everything reminds him of Apolo. So he throws himself into all the things Apolo hated, his favorite bands, sitting in coffee shops, going to record stores and buying real vinyl. He starts amassing a great record collection, but it really doesn’t help when he’s laying in bed at night missing Apolo’s warm weight next to him.
Flew home,
Back to where we met
The next time he sees JR is in Salt Lake City where JR is training, and it’s almost painful to see him, like someone is sitting on his chest, and when JR sees him and looks at him-or more accurately looks through him-that someone feels like a contestant on the Biggest Loser, and Apolo isn’t sure if he can help coach the team after all if it means this awful pain. He’s gone on one date and the whole thing was so horrible because it wasn’t with JR and he’s pretty sure he made the right choice, but it might mean he’s lonely forever.
Stayed inside
I was so upset
The guys invite him to hang with him, and he acts like what with being a coach now it wouldn’t be right to be one of the team, but they all instinctively look at JR, who is pointedly not looking at Apolo, and then back to Apolo and he feels like his heart is on his sleeve and they all know that he’s dying over this.
Cooked up a plan,
So good except
I was all alone
He tries another date, the guy seemed really nice, and so when he invites him over for dinner Apolo says yes, but when he gets there it reminds him so much of his first date with JR that he feels physically sick, and the guy had thoughtfully tried to make Japanese food, but it’s really awful, and so Apolo drinks too much to cover for it, and he never drinks, so it hits him hard and then he’s in bed with the guy, and as he enters this nice guy who has no idea how bad the date has really been or that Apolo will never want to see him again, all he can think is that he needs this to be JR, and leaving him was a horrible mistake. When he collapses on the bed later, he has never felt more alone.
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