absolutly fucking crazy.
yes thats right. I'm going fucking crazy. i don't know how to deal with this semmester and its making me depressed and phycotic and I'm losing it. It's all because of Analytical Chemistry. I shoudln't be in the class. I haven't even taken one of the pre-recs for the class, but you thats ok arording to my advisor and the chem department. Then theres the whoel part about how I'm the only ES major in it and thus the only person who hasn't taken O-chem as well. Yeah, thats sucks balls. Big fat hairy monkey ones. Not that I'm good at chem anyways, but fuck! (sorry I know I'm ranting but i need this right now) And then there is the whole part about how the prof. got fired right before school started, the one who I had communicated with who was goingto make exception for me who was going to give the class an environmental slant.... yeah nope. So instead we have two incomitent retards one of whom isnt even a professor and they switch off you you can't even get used to anything.
So fuck. So because I spend about 4 hours a day outside of class working on this class (lab and lecture!) and it's so hard for me I end up neglecting my other classes. You know, the ones I actually care about that will actually be usefull for the rest of my life? yeah, those classes. Or my GE Music of the worlds people which I really like yet didn't do well on the midterm I just took becauses I've been studying chem all week for our test thursday!!!!!!
And that test thursday..... Halloween is my favorite holiday!!!!! but no, I didn't get to party this last weekend or this week because of A-chem. I love dressing up, I love other peopel all dressed up, I like it all, but no, I will be working on chem wednesday night and being sad that A-chem has made this the worst semmester I have ever had. Fuck you A-chem. Fuck you class that I will never use. Oh!!! and my advisor agrees with me. No one else thats a ES major has to take A-chem now. they get a choice. Obviously I would have taken chem 27 and not A-chem..... well fuck. i don't even kow if I will pass this stupid class.
I am sorry to all that this was a long rant. it isn't worth reading. Teh entire thing can be summed up as A-chem fucking sucks adn makes me unhappy.
So fuck. So because I spend about 4 hours a day outside of class working on this class (lab and lecture!) and it's so hard for me I end up neglecting my other classes. You know, the ones I actually care about that will actually be usefull for the rest of my life? yeah, those classes. Or my GE Music of the worlds people which I really like yet didn't do well on the midterm I just took becauses I've been studying chem all week for our test thursday!!!!!!
And that test thursday..... Halloween is my favorite holiday!!!!! but no, I didn't get to party this last weekend or this week because of A-chem. I love dressing up, I love other peopel all dressed up, I like it all, but no, I will be working on chem wednesday night and being sad that A-chem has made this the worst semmester I have ever had. Fuck you A-chem. Fuck you class that I will never use. Oh!!! and my advisor agrees with me. No one else thats a ES major has to take A-chem now. they get a choice. Obviously I would have taken chem 27 and not A-chem..... well fuck. i don't even kow if I will pass this stupid class.
I am sorry to all that this was a long rant. it isn't worth reading. Teh entire thing can be summed up as A-chem fucking sucks adn makes me unhappy.