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Maybe I can never completely trust you again. But then again, I don't trust anyone else completely either. Having gone this long is a huge leap of faith for me. I don't know why I just took the risk. But look at what taking a risk did to me. I do not regret neither do I wish that it would not happen. I just choose to take it as part of life, and take whatever I can learn from it. If I am doing something to not only protect myself but to protect a sacred institution, is it wrong? Yes you might argue that people have the right to protect themselves, help is easily available and accessible, but are they really? Or do this people even know where to get help even? Are they aware? Is it wrong for me to embark on this decision then, because I am aware of the situation and possibilities, because I have the knowledge and capabilities to prevent or protect something? Is it wrong?
I cannot fathom myself regretting a permanent decision and scarred permanently. I simply cannot stomach it.
I cannot fathom myself regretting a permanent decision and scarred permanently. I simply cannot stomach it.