As the light shines through the dark stormy clouds.
Sometimes, I wish life wasn't this constraining. Some day, I would like to run away. I don't like to be tied down. Yes, I settle for second best sometimes and I don't go all cry baby over it. Because I know that we can't always get the best things in life. Maybe I'm not deserving of it yet. And as we all know, there is only imperfection and flaws. Perfection? Forget it, there isn't such a thing!
What am I doing? Always procrastinating and delaying things till the very last minute. But then again, this is how I lead my life. I get by, as they say. Not sure whether this attitude would stop if I enter adulthood fully.Hopefully I'll change for the better by then. Another thing that I should strive to improve on would be to finish the things and plans I started. No more stopping things halfway through.
I wonder whether I've done enough to show my friends and family how much I appreciate and love them? Yes I may not talk to you nor contact you twenty-four seven but that does not mean I forget you. Fret not, I am here to listen if you need to talk to me. As days go by, I hear of more and more deaths. Fathers, mothers, boyfriends, friends of friends and acquaintances leaving them. I am grateful that my close ones are still with me.
Back to reality. Tomorrow, I am sitting for my second statistics exam. I hope I pass or at the very least, scrape through. I wouldn't want to sit for it a third time.
So here it is, a resolution of sorts for the new year.