Looking forward...

Dec 15, 2005 20:29

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine…

It truly baffles me when I think of the dark nights that use to spend at home by myself and all I do is think about what life would be like if I had chosen to become a university English teacher. I don’t know what I would be doing right now. My mother would have probably been happy to have me home more for the holidays. I would probably be working at the local university… and I would have had to continue that relationship with Peter… Kami, that relationship was going nowhere.

I never met a guy that was so controlling in my life… but I still dated him for over four and a half years. I hated him for always degrading me but I never did anything about it… well… at least only Nemu knows about him. I don’t know what I would do if Shunsui ever found out about him. I can’t let him know about Peter… he would have a fit indeed. That was one of the big reasons that I didn’t want to enter another relationship.

Well… that’s all in the past now. And it was as if last week’s dance changed my whole perception of life. It’s time that I moved on. It’s time for me to look forward in life…

Time to go and feed Rakuen… =^o^=

Oh gosh what is Nemu going to do about the picture that I didn't take at the dance? I hope she just forgets... Peh' like that's gonna happen... DX

And it’s brighter than sunshine…

[[OOC: SORRY! I've already corrected this thing like fifty times! XP I keep forgetting to correct this stuff beofre posting! XDD]]
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