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amongst my sea of bullshit my mind honestly asks, why have i been punished? and while there are plenty of contributions i still dont fully understand why ive been alone for so long - why me, when so many others get away with whatever it is ive involved myself in - why do i have to get my shit together in such a way and you get to fuck up till you die with a beautiful companion to your every whim?
sometimes making up that others have it worse than you gets old
sometimes making up that others have it worse than you gets old