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simple words - i need to do something to make me better
ive been convinced for years that personal progress on my own is like personal progress in a vacuum, not related to any point of objectivity (or relationship) thus affirming a self-sustaining ego that ends up ruining my life by insisting on it's arbitrary beacons of strength as a personal idea of "right/wrong" that i would end up defending or trying to live by in vain
and thats a nice building ya got there jeff, but its not all that, the properties of personal progress are infinite, or closer to infinite than the pinned down pejorative i got goin, and im just afraid of my own personal progress not living up to a projection of what I "should be" like how my early 20s kinda ended up
i gotta make a change, i gotta be a change, aw the pursuit...
ps. eagle rock for Deakin/Fennesz tonight, Spoon@palladium tomorrow (i wish i could have just bought a ticket to pavement/sonicyouth fuck), third time seeing THE PLASTIC ONO BAND on friday, Tom Petty w/dad on Saturday, meek meek!
ive been convinced for years that personal progress on my own is like personal progress in a vacuum, not related to any point of objectivity (or relationship) thus affirming a self-sustaining ego that ends up ruining my life by insisting on it's arbitrary beacons of strength as a personal idea of "right/wrong" that i would end up defending or trying to live by in vain
and thats a nice building ya got there jeff, but its not all that, the properties of personal progress are infinite, or closer to infinite than the pinned down pejorative i got goin, and im just afraid of my own personal progress not living up to a projection of what I "should be" like how my early 20s kinda ended up
i gotta make a change, i gotta be a change, aw the pursuit...
ps. eagle rock for Deakin/Fennesz tonight, Spoon@palladium tomorrow (i wish i could have just bought a ticket to pavement/sonicyouth fuck), third time seeing THE PLASTIC ONO BAND on friday, Tom Petty w/dad on Saturday, meek meek!