Eternal sunshine, just around the corner~
I've been neglecting my LiveJournal so much, I don't understand why. So many things that happen, ranging from frustration to being overjoyed.
Right now I'm somewhere in the middle of such feelings, frustrations for the last days of college, the inability to find a job that doesn't require you to work fulltime next to college. Overjoyment for my little niece Lisa, how things are going so well, and how I will have my own appartment very soon.
Yes, there are things I haven't told many, if at all. And yes there are things I did tell, but might've gone unnoticed to the people I know here.
There are some plans I'm trying to work out. Changing the things I'm fed up with, engage myself in things I love to explore again. Right now the future feels a bit uncertain, rough perhaps. I had to turn down a visit I wanted to make this summer, too, unfortunately. Right now my summer's mostly blank and empty. So I have to find ways to fill it up.
Here are some things I want to do some time this year again:
* Return back to deviantART; ... I have such a hate-love-relationship with FurAffinity, it drives me crazy. Atleast on dA there are more decent people with a more creative approach the things, to me.
* Go and visit the UK again; I have my hopes up for a planned visit somewhere in Octobre/November.
* Get a job; This isn't entirely on me, application services are idiots, too. Most jobs I come across are too demanding in their hours (20+ a week, minimum).
* Meet new people: new appartment, new city, new possibilities. Heck, I'll be happy to throw this 'single' status off me!
* Art: self explanatory. But art in the more creative ways, expanding my horizon.
And that's all I have for now. Got a train to catch!
Right now I'm somewhere in the middle of such feelings, frustrations for the last days of college, the inability to find a job that doesn't require you to work fulltime next to college. Overjoyment for my little niece Lisa, how things are going so well, and how I will have my own appartment very soon.
Yes, there are things I haven't told many, if at all. And yes there are things I did tell, but might've gone unnoticed to the people I know here.
There are some plans I'm trying to work out. Changing the things I'm fed up with, engage myself in things I love to explore again. Right now the future feels a bit uncertain, rough perhaps. I had to turn down a visit I wanted to make this summer, too, unfortunately. Right now my summer's mostly blank and empty. So I have to find ways to fill it up.
Here are some things I want to do some time this year again:
* Return back to deviantART; ... I have such a hate-love-relationship with FurAffinity, it drives me crazy. Atleast on dA there are more decent people with a more creative approach the things, to me.
* Go and visit the UK again; I have my hopes up for a planned visit somewhere in Octobre/November.
* Get a job; This isn't entirely on me, application services are idiots, too. Most jobs I come across are too demanding in their hours (20+ a week, minimum).
* Meet new people: new appartment, new city, new possibilities. Heck, I'll be happy to throw this 'single' status off me!
* Art: self explanatory. But art in the more creative ways, expanding my horizon.
And that's all I have for now. Got a train to catch!