Jan 08, 2011 09:36
I've made a decision! I have a friend who I've known for probably 30 years, her hubby and I grew up together, for most of that I've been the one who's been doing the calling. I think the last straw was when I called and asked her if she wanted some oranges, she said she did, didn't call me to tell me when she was coming, I called her, she said she would call that night or something like that. Did she? NO. I know this seems like a really small thing, it is, but as I said it's the last straw. She and I are suppose to be going to see TH when ever they do a Tour of the States. Some how I rather doubt that's gonna happen, I'll end up going by myself. I rather not, but I will. I'm not going to miss them again. The first time they were here in 08, I just became a fan, and would have felt uncomfy with the big age difference. Now, I don't care, they will be me in 40 or 50 years :). My decision is not to call her. If and when TH does get her, I will call..
When Danny fell off the roof and broke his back in several places, she never called me to let me know what happened. A year later we were on the phone and mentioned that he broke his back. I was really upset and pissed and she knew it. When he died, she did call, because she knew I would have been livid if she hadn't. It would have been really cold to hear about it from the Paper. I still miss him. Everytime we saw each other, which wasn't much, he used to yell my name. I smile when I think about that. Jimmy, Nancy's hubby, will never get over it, no one will. He and Danny were closer than his own brothers.
I feel I was born 30 years too soon. Everyone my age aren't into what I'm into and visa verse. People my age act old, which is sad
Loser gets back in a couple of weeks. Amy says she's going to break it off, we'll see, I rather doubt that's gonna happen. She shrink mentioned that she's easy to be talked into things that she knows is wrong. I was the same way up into my early 20's. I've told her she is me 35 years ago. I'm an expert on loser men. I once told her step by step what her current loser was going to do, she didn't believe me until it happened. If I can change as stubborn as I am, then anyone can. Her problem is I don't think she wants too. I think she's comfortable playing the "poor victim"