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my life sucks. it really really sucks.
i shouldn't go to weddings. i've been to two in the last month and they really made me think about somethings. most of those things made me sad.
i've also learned that i should never drink while i'm sad. i upset my friends and start crying. my friends who have left together to go on a mini vacation that i wasn't invited to. kinda hurts. but never the less....
my mother is driving me crazy lately. i think i have it figured out. she is the dominant female in this family because she is the mother. but she has also raised me to be a strong and independent person. so no we have two alpha females in the pack and it just isn't working anymore.
i need to make more money so i can leave this hell hole....and tony needs to do what i say. really i'm just trying to help him.
twiztid is important to me again and i really wished that i hadn't given all of that stuff to jeremy.
i shouldn't go to weddings. i've been to two in the last month and they really made me think about somethings. most of those things made me sad.
i've also learned that i should never drink while i'm sad. i upset my friends and start crying. my friends who have left together to go on a mini vacation that i wasn't invited to. kinda hurts. but never the less....
my mother is driving me crazy lately. i think i have it figured out. she is the dominant female in this family because she is the mother. but she has also raised me to be a strong and independent person. so no we have two alpha females in the pack and it just isn't working anymore.
i need to make more money so i can leave this hell hole....and tony needs to do what i say. really i'm just trying to help him.
twiztid is important to me again and i really wished that i hadn't given all of that stuff to jeremy.