Jan 31, 2006 14:05
My heart is breaking.. more and more everyday...
But here I wait.
I have to wait for him. No matter how much it hurts..
Not like I have anyone else.. This is worth it. He's worth it..
I've never felt like this in my entire life...
This is so hard..
I dno if I can take it..
I pretty much want to die.
I wish things weren't the way they are..
I wish I wasn't so weak. =(
I wish I didn't feel so alone...
I just applied for College. And I still feel like shit and like I havn't accomplished anything.
No matter how much I cry and Let all this outta me. Nothing helps. Nothing.
Only one thing One person could take my pain away now. And he can't.
He won't.
I want to sleep my life away.. While I wait..
Sick and Tired of Being Sick and Tired.