The pleasure of the pain.

[winter_daughter]

So I was reading a friend's journal (I think she'll know I'm talking about her, but I don't know how to post the user name. I'm a failure with technology yet again. But proudly.), and she was talking about how she could get lost in a book, then let that same theme or strong emotion carry over to her life. Sometimes I do the same thing, and it's

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[kitty__red]

hmm, i wonder, who could have said that? *giggle* you're funny :P

i agree though, its hard to kind of have an idea in your head, and want to see it be realised, and when it isnt, or at least, not the way you wanted it, it can be disappointing>>

For example, I try very hard to not have regrets, because there are many things in my life that balance on a very fine edge , and i know that if something in my life had been different, missing or overdone, then I might not be who i am or where I am with who I am with today, and the thought scares me.

though I am the type to think of the "what if's". Kinding like the movie "sliding doors"

yeah, im just babbling. I hope that all was relevant :P

[winter_daughter]

Yay! I love being funny! lol...

Very relavent. I just feel like I'm on the edge of so many big decisions, and it's scary. If I pick one road, will it take me where I want to go? I know everyone wonders about something like that at one point or another, but it's freaking me out. I've never had to do this before.

[photo_fire]

option 2. i know what i daydream will never happen but theyre good daydreams so its worth it. haha.

[winter_daughter]

it's just so hard to think that i'll get to do what i want you know? but yeah, i can't let go of option 2.

[winter_daughter]

what are your daydreams?

[photo_fire]

mostly about guys i like. haha. thats why it sucks when i snap out of it and see theyre not that great. but also friends and family...like seeing them again and stuff.