Sep 14, 2004 21:37
Wipe off that candy face. It makes me sick to see such a fake.
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Isn't it funny how you will see someone you haven't seen in ages and they act like you never met? The thought accured to me that it might be karma. I was such a brat in my past. I am just glad I have overcome that. If you know me wave. If I know you I will do the same. Don't shrug me off like something you would like to forget. I am pretty sure there was nothing there to begin with. To forget that is...
I just think it is werid. How people are. How we all are. We often forget being close to someone. Then when we meet again we act as if it is a pain. I forgot my past I forgave my past. If any of you are still offended why do you have me on your list? Why do you smile and hug me? I forgot what it was all about really. The hate game that someone taught me to play long ago. The " I am better than you" snarl I somehow can't picture myself using. But I did. As you do/did.
I wish there was a way to erase the past. I did learn from it. I just wish that others would see that. Or maybe it isn't even that. Maybe I just want them to see me as this new person. I see them as a new person. God knows I really don't know you. Nor you me. I wish I would have taken more chances. I wish I would have....
*cough* What I am try to say...is..I forgive you so forgive me.