The end of the chaos....
First thing Deanna needs to learn to do. Never trust strangers. No matter how nice they seem. No matter who they are friends with. I really don't like to be lied to. I really don't like to be the center of drama. AND I really don't like when someone trys to fuck up what Mark and I have with these things. Lies and drama. Stupid people. No more adding just anyone to my friends lists on here or anywhere. Infact I really don't know about even trusting the internet to hold my words. Or my feelings.
I really don't like that I posted about it. I know alot of you already have your oppion of my relationship with him. Which is fine. This mess actually started because someone was saying how "unhealthy" we are. How we don't really love each other. BLah blah blah. I can count the people who really have listen to me about him on my hand. This is really a changing point in my life. Who to trust and so on. What is worth writing about in this journal and what isn't. To tell you the truth I don't get any pleasure out of writing in here anymore. I like reading others journals. I just really feel that my life is so private that I can't really talk about it. From Mark and I to my Family. I really don't care to share it. I don't know why I have started feeling this way. The other day writing about Thomas I realized that it was pointless. It is no ones bussiness but mine really.
If you want to contact me just email me or call. I will not be on here for awhile. I don't think. thanks.
Anyway thank you all for your concern. *hugs*
I really don't like that I posted about it. I know alot of you already have your oppion of my relationship with him. Which is fine. This mess actually started because someone was saying how "unhealthy" we are. How we don't really love each other. BLah blah blah. I can count the people who really have listen to me about him on my hand. This is really a changing point in my life. Who to trust and so on. What is worth writing about in this journal and what isn't. To tell you the truth I don't get any pleasure out of writing in here anymore. I like reading others journals. I just really feel that my life is so private that I can't really talk about it. From Mark and I to my Family. I really don't care to share it. I don't know why I have started feeling this way. The other day writing about Thomas I realized that it was pointless. It is no ones bussiness but mine really.
If you want to contact me just email me or call. I will not be on here for awhile. I don't think. thanks.
Anyway thank you all for your concern. *hugs*