Oct 30, 2010 23:25
nakamura!
sorry, plain random. just that if you say that enough it feels like that word 'rolls' off your tongue, yes?
anddd... welllssss.
i'll admit, i'm a little down. =_=. i don't know why either, i just suddenly feel down. maybe its the PMS.
i'm losing confidence in myself in so many ways. suckish part is how i don't know why. -_- ...
i don't like this at all.
and it feels like the first place i always run to when i'm down is here. cause, well, yea.
sucks la. maybe i actually know why i'm down.
.....
nah, i don't.XD
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wah, i don't know how, i managed to feel sad to the point i feel sadder cause i'm sad.
gosh. i feel ugly as heck. and disgusting to boot. my body, that is. urgh. looking at myself makes me feel disgusted.=_=
i hope i won't feel this way by tml. =_=
emotions.,
life