Year End Trip
Wow, al the garde 8 classes in my school went to Niagara Falls, its really beautiful there. Lots of pictures where taken, lots of memories, good and bad.
My best friend, Dayna, got something good out of the trip.......... she got a boyfriend. lol I'm still waiting to know if a guy hundreds of miles away from me, if he loves me as much as i love him. Pretty sad i know but I've had a crush on him for 5 frigging years, bad habits died hard.
And I hate school, I guess it will never get any better from now on, and I'm depressed so this is my way of getting it out, complaing about everything. And I don't get the french kids in my school, this year during volley ball, there was co-ed, girls and boys volley ball teams well I didnt make the girls volley ball team, but I made the co-ed team, and this two popular girls tried out and one of them didnt make it so at our first game against the teachers, she was there saying that she was on the team so I was telling that she wasn't and a few others where saying the same, but who does she get pissed at? yup me. Well mine whole year at school was the shittiest ever, I wish that I where to die. And her best friend her and I use to talk on the computer, and I haven't talked to ever since then, until we went on the trip and she talked to me alittle bit when she was standing in line to get something to eat. So I dont know if they're planing to do something or not.
And pissed to at other thing but no one realy cares because this whole year all i did was complain so no one really wants to listen anymore, I can see why, I'm annoying, bitchy, self centered person. I only want people to like me but thats just to hard to ask now is it, and no one really knows how I really I'am cause I have no self esteem so I dont show people how I really am, I'm to scared, I'm sorry but i do care want other people think of me cause then its how people know you when your older, I dont think you want people to so you as a kid and you look ugly or nerdy or fat or a bully, cause then that reflects you when your older.
I want to get away from everyone, i dont want to talk to anyone, i dont want people to talk to me, i want to stay in a dark room where no on will find me and will then rot to death, and then people will live normal cause there will be one more problem gone.No this is not a suicide letter but I just needed to get things off my chest and needed to let out my anger and stress out.
My best friend, Dayna, got something good out of the trip.......... she got a boyfriend. lol I'm still waiting to know if a guy hundreds of miles away from me, if he loves me as much as i love him. Pretty sad i know but I've had a crush on him for 5 frigging years, bad habits died hard.
And I hate school, I guess it will never get any better from now on, and I'm depressed so this is my way of getting it out, complaing about everything. And I don't get the french kids in my school, this year during volley ball, there was co-ed, girls and boys volley ball teams well I didnt make the girls volley ball team, but I made the co-ed team, and this two popular girls tried out and one of them didnt make it so at our first game against the teachers, she was there saying that she was on the team so I was telling that she wasn't and a few others where saying the same, but who does she get pissed at? yup me. Well mine whole year at school was the shittiest ever, I wish that I where to die. And her best friend her and I use to talk on the computer, and I haven't talked to ever since then, until we went on the trip and she talked to me alittle bit when she was standing in line to get something to eat. So I dont know if they're planing to do something or not.
And pissed to at other thing but no one realy cares because this whole year all i did was complain so no one really wants to listen anymore, I can see why, I'm annoying, bitchy, self centered person. I only want people to like me but thats just to hard to ask now is it, and no one really knows how I really I'am cause I have no self esteem so I dont show people how I really am, I'm to scared, I'm sorry but i do care want other people think of me cause then its how people know you when your older, I dont think you want people to so you as a kid and you look ugly or nerdy or fat or a bully, cause then that reflects you when your older.
I want to get away from everyone, i dont want to talk to anyone, i dont want people to talk to me, i want to stay in a dark room where no on will find me and will then rot to death, and then people will live normal cause there will be one more problem gone.No this is not a suicide letter but I just needed to get things off my chest and needed to let out my anger and stress out.