Scared and Motivated
Ok so obviously my diet burned out. I lost 7 lbs I believe total...and even though I have kept it off I'm sure the weight will start creeping back up soon. But as for right now I feel and look dang good
I want to start doing a journal...will I have time for this? maybe. Will I actually remember to do it? Probably not...
I want to do this to motivate myself into doing more interesting things.
I am 25 years old. Prime of my life! I should be taking advantage of the wonderful busy city I live in. I will admit money, work and school are limiting factor, but I certainly could put more effort in. I don't go out of my way to hang out with different people besides my sister, stephen, and cody. Shame on me! This is why I want Marty to move here so bad, but truth be told is most likely won't happen AND IF IT DOES it won't be till end of the summer.
Today I woke up at 7am like every wednesday and picked up sis to drive to san marcos. Went to classes 9am-12:20ish. Drove to Seguin and worked till 4 (been getting out WAY early lately hehehe). Tryed to convince myself to stop by medwyns to pick up the Wii fit to do yoga on my way back to austin in traffic, but instead went home (5:30! ugg), drank 2 beers, and watched Wip It....Which is why I'm so upitty all of a sudden to do "austinitie" things. Then I wasted more than an hour on youtube (this is quite normal considering I usually blow through mutilple hours of the worthless stuff....frickin shaytards) and now sit around infront of my laptop awaiting the arrival of my husband.
Scary shit around the corner
I recently had an interview at threadgills when I applied and will be scheduling a second interview soon. The idea of starting a new restaurant gig is TERRIFYING. What if I don't like the people there or vice versa? What if I love them and find a whole new niche in austin? Thats scary too. I figure I did it at Hyde Park (with NO experience), why couldn't I do it there? SO this means I'll be starting a whole new job, be moving south of the river for the first time ever, and start studying for the GRE. yikes