And If I

[winstonsamsa]

After this exhausting weekend I don't feel whole any longer. The seven hours of driving, two nights of drinking and three different beds--one for each night--must have taken pieces out of me. I can't seem to function or defeat the inertia that's held me in my chair all day. I had big plans this morning, waking up cheerful and energetic, but lost it somewhere between 10 and 11 o'clock. Now I can't break the spell.

I can't even seem to finish this entry. Is this how the year ends?