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first of all, jogging is awesome. I usually go down by the waterfront past the dogpark and back. If i didnt have this lil Ipod i doubt id be inclined to do it as much but ive been going pretty much every day for i dont know a good while now. Usually i just go until i think im gonna puke, which ive done a few times, but im feeling amazing because of it. Also im getting really thin and definitly getting in shape which is cool.
working my shitty job is really nice because after work i just walk home, change say hey to Em and go, and i dont think theres any thing better to run to than the ramones. seriously when im nearly dead and my chest feels like it'll explode and Sheena is a punk rocker seems to streach on and on its great.
thats that.
Ingrid wants me to move into her apartment with her, and i gotta admit the idea is tempting as hell. Even though shes definity this lil rich girlie who lives completetly in this bubble of sorts i would be insanely cool to live in greenwich village, who knows? i told her id visit and see and i definitly intend too. id be really fucking sweet to get away from shitty ass burlington and its completely pathetic little scene that consists of esox, which is a shithole and not even a good one at that. plus i mean fuck NYC? who wouldnt wanna live there? i dont know the 3000 dollar rent is uh somthingthing though, and apparently ings boyfriend who is Nikki Sixxs stylist or some shit, is moving in with her for the summer. which is really bizare.
Honestly the only thing keeping me here is Em, because even though we've talked about it, pretty sure she doesnt weant to leave burlington, which sucks because i sure as hell do.
i dont know what to do. I knoiw that im amazingly happy with Em, but i dont want to be in burlington another winter, and i really really dont want to lose her. well shit. I do know that im not gonna be oh i grew up in NH and than moved to VT and thats it.
i suppose 5the point is mute though since ive only got a couple huindred bucks, and cant even afford a bus ticket to ny let alone to move. well see, at least since i dont go out spending moneyat bars anbymore i can actually afford to save money so thats cool.
I love the idea of leaving burlington though, alot. im just not sure what i love more, that or Emily. fuck!
working my shitty job is really nice because after work i just walk home, change say hey to Em and go, and i dont think theres any thing better to run to than the ramones. seriously when im nearly dead and my chest feels like it'll explode and Sheena is a punk rocker seems to streach on and on its great.
thats that.
Ingrid wants me to move into her apartment with her, and i gotta admit the idea is tempting as hell. Even though shes definity this lil rich girlie who lives completetly in this bubble of sorts i would be insanely cool to live in greenwich village, who knows? i told her id visit and see and i definitly intend too. id be really fucking sweet to get away from shitty ass burlington and its completely pathetic little scene that consists of esox, which is a shithole and not even a good one at that. plus i mean fuck NYC? who wouldnt wanna live there? i dont know the 3000 dollar rent is uh somthingthing though, and apparently ings boyfriend who is Nikki Sixxs stylist or some shit, is moving in with her for the summer. which is really bizare.
Honestly the only thing keeping me here is Em, because even though we've talked about it, pretty sure she doesnt weant to leave burlington, which sucks because i sure as hell do.
i dont know what to do. I knoiw that im amazingly happy with Em, but i dont want to be in burlington another winter, and i really really dont want to lose her. well shit. I do know that im not gonna be oh i grew up in NH and than moved to VT and thats it.
i suppose 5the point is mute though since ive only got a couple huindred bucks, and cant even afford a bus ticket to ny let alone to move. well see, at least since i dont go out spending moneyat bars anbymore i can actually afford to save money so thats cool.
I love the idea of leaving burlington though, alot. im just not sure what i love more, that or Emily. fuck!