Serious yet hopefull
I've been dealing with a lot of stress lately but hopefully things are starting to get better.
The biggest thing weighing on me is my sister found out she had breast cancer and had to have a mastectomy. She is recovering but still has some tough times to meet in the coming days/weeks/months. BUT hopefully she will get through this and be cancer free. I am due to see my dr. next month and most likely will schedule a mamogram myself.
Other things are not as scarey but all add up. Like James still not sleeping more than 2 hours at a time at night. Which I think Bill and I have to finally try and stop. We were hoping he would outgrow it but it doesn't seem so. I hate to hear him cry but I've researched a few techniques I think we will try.
It's scarey working for ourselves ESPECIALLY since we are now looking into healthcare costs. UGH. Its really expensive. Our business is doing well but we don't get a salary so we can't always know what we will pull in. It's been good but I'm always afraid our work will dry up. I know its silly to think that way because we have been steadily getting more and more business but eh...I can't help it haha.
Like I didn't have enough on my plate I'm thinking of selling my handmade christmas ornaments that I design. I've been told by many who have seen them I should sell them but I never thought about it...but I just might now to make some extra moola. hehe.
Anyway I'm rambling and need to get muffin. He just woke from his nap. ^_^
The biggest thing weighing on me is my sister found out she had breast cancer and had to have a mastectomy. She is recovering but still has some tough times to meet in the coming days/weeks/months. BUT hopefully she will get through this and be cancer free. I am due to see my dr. next month and most likely will schedule a mamogram myself.
Other things are not as scarey but all add up. Like James still not sleeping more than 2 hours at a time at night. Which I think Bill and I have to finally try and stop. We were hoping he would outgrow it but it doesn't seem so. I hate to hear him cry but I've researched a few techniques I think we will try.
It's scarey working for ourselves ESPECIALLY since we are now looking into healthcare costs. UGH. Its really expensive. Our business is doing well but we don't get a salary so we can't always know what we will pull in. It's been good but I'm always afraid our work will dry up. I know its silly to think that way because we have been steadily getting more and more business but eh...I can't help it haha.
Like I didn't have enough on my plate I'm thinking of selling my handmade christmas ornaments that I design. I've been told by many who have seen them I should sell them but I never thought about it...but I just might now to make some extra moola. hehe.
Anyway I'm rambling and need to get muffin. He just woke from his nap. ^_^