Title: (open bracket, close bracket)
Rating: PG-13 (swears, violence, angst!!!)
Characters: Finn and Will
Summary: Sometimes he wishes he was brave enough to open the brackets.
Notes: Not at all nice, dark!Finn, hints at past manipulative relationship. Not at all happy, because apparently the only thing I can write is angst, that's being 14 for you (I know i'm the baby of this fandom :D)
Song quoted is
Which to bury, us or the hatchet? by relient-K If you get confused as to why Finn's being a bitch, read the first comment i've made, i don't expect you to work it out, it took me a while to and I wrote the damn thing!
He’s fisting that damn vest, fisting the damn cotton, stretching those damn stripes beyond recognition.
Finn’s face inches from Will’s (kiss him) snarls of anger and pain and deceit...
He shoves him, Will falling squarely to the ground as Finn grips his hair, screaming and yelling and incoherently accusing. And he takes it. Just sits there and stares with those fucking eyes that make Finn want to gorge his own ones fucking out of their sockets (he wants to hold him). Why does he take it? Finn yells more and kicks out, catching Will’s leg and he freezes (he didn’t mean to hurt him) because he thinks he sees Will flinch. How dare he fucking flinch when he... (broke his heart).
Finn watches Will rub at the cut and he kneels over (he needs to help him)he spits in Will’s face pushing him back again, so Will has to fumble with his hands to stay upright.
“Finn.” His voice cracks and Finn stares at him (he’s here, he’s here for him) how dare he?
“Finn, fucking Finn what?” Will flinches again (stop it, please stop it) he kicks the wall and watches Will pulls himself to his feet (don’t get up please) the bastard thinks he has the right, he has no right!
“I’m sorry Finn.” (he hasn’t done anything wrong) Better be, better be sorry.
“Don’t even talk to me.” Finn stands too close to him again (Touch, hold, hold) eyes bored into each others, tears welling in Will’s (please don’t cry, please, I’m sorry) “You’re crying?!” Finn watches Will scrub at his eyes and choke out a no. “You can’t cry you’re not the freaking victim here!” (oh but he is) “You can’t!” (because that means he’s bullying him, he’s turning into his worst nightmare) “Please stop, no, please!” Finn’s façade has slipped. (it means he’s like her*)
“I’m sorry.” (it’s not his fault) STOP APOLOGISING!
Finn’s hands grip his vest again, slamming him into the wall, he’s crying properly (Bully), he deserves it, deserves it, deserves it. (keeps telling himself that, trying to believe that)
“You deserve this.” (no he doesn’t) Finn pushes Will back again, white knuckle grip on the cotton.
“Finn, I’m sorry, please I’m sorry.” (he’s breaking him)
“Stop apologising!” Finn brings Will close to his chest, eyes locking (hug him, stop this now) before throwing him back, the sickening thud, the hiss of air leaving Will’s lungs.
Blank eyes stare. Bore into him, drilling him, (breaking him) so fucking sorry for himself, (turning him into her).
“I hate you.” (love you) “Just leave okay.” (please stay) “I never want to...just get out of my life.” (need you forever) “Just, just leave.” (alone, alone, alone, alone...)
Finn’s white knuckle grip falters, Will slips away. He’s limping (sorry), deserves it (so sorry).
One last look, one last look, leave bastard (please just leave)
He’s opened the door, glancing back at Finn (IDIOT!).
(Stop him) So long idiot. (Miss you)
Empty echo of the door shutting.
(Bully)
What happened to us?
I heard that it's me we should blame
What happened to us?
(Why didn't you stop me from turning out this way?)
*In my headcanon Quinn was a bully in their relationship