Famous
A entire week full of work, work..and more work. I'm proud to say that i haven't had a drop of alcohol in my system for an entire week. Doesn't sound very long but for me yes...it sure is. Last night after work, i went out for couple drinks with the co-workers...they had drinks while i kept saying "no thanks." they probably think i'm a huge party pooper, or they probably think that i'm in AA or something.
Overall, the week went by completely fast, it just felt like yesterday was my first day at Tea Garden, and I watched Glee not too long ago....guess this is what it feels like when i'm completely swamped with things to do everyday. I'm realizing that there are so many changes happening around me, i see a change in myself too....all the negativity i've felt for a good month just suddenly disappeared. I feel like i can take in the negatives only this time...i let it go. I don't hold it in like i used to, sometimes i will say something about it...other times i'm all cool about it and nod my head.
I've been getting a ton of advices here and there, it's been helping me a whole lot......i am much more happier than i was last week. its got to be the first real happy i've felt since ...i'm not sure, but its been awhile.
i'm hoping to keep this positive-ness up.