Recieved this interview from rachel because of the 5 questions meme. gave me a chance to think about what the answers are, and so i have copied the comment onto here. The questions are hers, the answers are mine.
1) do you say supposedly or supposably?
2) on a scale of 3892 to 110, how much do you love me?
3) were you suprised when i called last night, twice?
4) what's been the hardest thing for you getting through all this?
5) is there anything you're still upset about now?
1) I say presumably. Ocassionally I will say supposedly, but I usually use presumably, or "I assume so"
2) which is the top and which is the bottom? See, usually one says the bottom, then the top. Do the numbers represent love for you, or space remaining in my heart after all the love for you is in there. On a scale of 3892 to 110. I love you a lot. And even when I don't get to talk to you much, I still will.
3) I was a little suprised, but not that much. I had recently called you for a similar reason (I was feeling some negative feeling, and didn't know why). I was actually going to call you either that night, or tonight (tuesday) anyway. Like I said, I want to still talk to you sometimes. I don't know why you were so suprised that it was un-awkward to talk to me, I still feel the same way about you. The only thing thats changed is the amount of bullshit that we as a couple would be having to put up with (it had been increasing), and the amount of bullshit that I had been willing to put up with (it had been decreasing). I don't love you any less than I did two months ago.
4) There is no number 4
4.1) Like I was saying in 3, the gradual increase in bullshit has been hard. Being less *with you* without wanting to be less with you is hard. I *think* that's what you are feeling too? It's hard, because there are good reasons to be less *together*, but they only somewhat have to do with us. There were things that we talked about that actually did have to do with us, but I feel that if we lived close, we could sort that out/it wouldn't have happened.
5) umm...see 4.1
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