cold
The darkness is heavy and weighing me down
This tarpit of emotion that’s making me drown
Feels like I’m infected some ill parasite,
Has attached to my soul and taken my sight
I feel lost and angry with no one to blame
Feel sick and diluted and utterly Vague
Can’t shake this disgust that I feel with myself
And ugly meat canvas unworthy of breath
Feels twisted and futile a loss of control
Just want to curl up in the dark and the cold
See look not upon me nor speak of my name
Leave me to discover the source of this shame
Don’t bother to try to see passed this swamp
Beneath the still water a monster is born
This tarpit of emotion that’s making me drown
Feels like I’m infected some ill parasite,
Has attached to my soul and taken my sight
I feel lost and angry with no one to blame
Feel sick and diluted and utterly Vague
Can’t shake this disgust that I feel with myself
And ugly meat canvas unworthy of breath
Feels twisted and futile a loss of control
Just want to curl up in the dark and the cold
See look not upon me nor speak of my name
Leave me to discover the source of this shame
Don’t bother to try to see passed this swamp
Beneath the still water a monster is born