The RANT - The Stress!!!!
March 20th is a very important day. Its not a day worth remembering, that's my final say, but still important. Its probably one of those first and important and serious interviews in my life. I am going for an interview for my internship. Its important because without internship, I can forget about graduating properly from university.
So I was preparing for the interview for tomorrow, looking at their website, preparing my outfit, and most importantly prepare the documents that might be needed for tomorrow. Here is where the stress comes in...
You really want to be prepared, and I know my brother is concerned, but I really dont need his naggings now. All I want was to get my documents ready even though they might not be needed in the end. But what's his freaking problem!!! Its just printing a few papers. So what if the printer is running low on ink? Does he have to keep commenting on me printing those documents?
With all the nerves and stress and the need to get things right, I, of course, showed him that I am REALLY very unhappy with him. And guess what, he just have to comment on my attitude towards him. Can't he just use his common sense and that organ that sits in his skull called brain, and just back the hell off and get off my case!?
Not only that, he has to comment on my usage of a few choice words at home. I know he doesn't like it, it is not a good impression on girls, but come on! Everybody swears when they get really upset over something. I know, I swear at random and to some people ( eg. Dear Brother) seemingly senseless things, but its my way of trying to release the frustration and its better than smahing things into thousands of pieces. But noo..... He doesn't understand.... I mean, not many people out there, will really voice their thoughts, and its really nice of him to tell me what he thinks, but HELLO!!!! Wrong timing dude!!
Right now, I worried of blanking out during the interview and losing the internship to another fellow coursemate. I'm worried of screwing up, babble rubbish and of course, being unable to attain the same frequency as my future employer. And he just has to add on to my stress, and ends up being the target of my frustration.
And did I mention, that the place of interview takes about 2 hours to get there from my home? I lived on the east side of Singapore, and the place, Jurong Port Building is on the west side and in the port industry area. The possibility of getting lost and being late!!! AHHH!!! Nightmare!!!!
T-T
I need to sleep......
Interview....
Nightmares....
>.<
Im Losing myself.....
@.@
So I was preparing for the interview for tomorrow, looking at their website, preparing my outfit, and most importantly prepare the documents that might be needed for tomorrow. Here is where the stress comes in...
You really want to be prepared, and I know my brother is concerned, but I really dont need his naggings now. All I want was to get my documents ready even though they might not be needed in the end. But what's his freaking problem!!! Its just printing a few papers. So what if the printer is running low on ink? Does he have to keep commenting on me printing those documents?
With all the nerves and stress and the need to get things right, I, of course, showed him that I am REALLY very unhappy with him. And guess what, he just have to comment on my attitude towards him. Can't he just use his common sense and that organ that sits in his skull called brain, and just back the hell off and get off my case!?
Not only that, he has to comment on my usage of a few choice words at home. I know he doesn't like it, it is not a good impression on girls, but come on! Everybody swears when they get really upset over something. I know, I swear at random and to some people ( eg. Dear Brother) seemingly senseless things, but its my way of trying to release the frustration and its better than smahing things into thousands of pieces. But noo..... He doesn't understand.... I mean, not many people out there, will really voice their thoughts, and its really nice of him to tell me what he thinks, but HELLO!!!! Wrong timing dude!!
Right now, I worried of blanking out during the interview and losing the internship to another fellow coursemate. I'm worried of screwing up, babble rubbish and of course, being unable to attain the same frequency as my future employer. And he just has to add on to my stress, and ends up being the target of my frustration.
And did I mention, that the place of interview takes about 2 hours to get there from my home? I lived on the east side of Singapore, and the place, Jurong Port Building is on the west side and in the port industry area. The possibility of getting lost and being late!!! AHHH!!! Nightmare!!!!
T-T
I need to sleep......
Interview....
Nightmares....
>.<
Im Losing myself.....
@.@