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Im graduated.
That was hard for me to type.
It took me a while.
I feel so confused.
I feel like i've lost friends
I feel like i have nothing to laugh at.
Everything around me is different.
What am i o look forward to.
Nothin feels stable.
I dont know what to expect.
I dont have a normal routine.
Im missing something
I'm not sure what,
or how to get it back.
Im unproductive.
I hate it.
I need something to do..
at each and every moment
or.. i feel lazy.
I dont want to work.
I want to work somewhere else,
not the water park anymore.
I shoulda looked more.
oh well.
Byee.
oy.
Graduation was nothin specail just another event. Another event my family maks into a big deal to get ready for and i just end up upset and mad, like normal. The ride there was basically silent except for my dad playing weird music every now and then. I just stared and thought i couldnt do much more. At St.lawerence I felt like nothing changed. Everyone left in like 2 seconds. I didnt say bye to one person. Is that weird. I wasnt sad. I felt like I'd be at school the next day with them, but the true is i probally wont see some of them ever again. Weird.After i just left with my family. We went to eat at mongolian with brandy and her family and kevin came. I had fun. My sister and kevin are the weirdest ppl i know. Shes even weirder then me if u can imagine. Then went home. I didnt feel like going over tims i just sat with my boY then went inside.
- I was thinking when soccers over i will actually feel like i graduated i wont be at foley i wont see anyone. I wont have a reason anymore to come back there, i will be done forever. I wont get to play soccer again on an actual team. Ugh. I dont wanna think anymore. Bye.
That was hard for me to type.
It took me a while.
I feel so confused.
I feel like i've lost friends
I feel like i have nothing to laugh at.
Everything around me is different.
What am i o look forward to.
Nothin feels stable.
I dont know what to expect.
I dont have a normal routine.
Im missing something
I'm not sure what,
or how to get it back.
Im unproductive.
I hate it.
I need something to do..
at each and every moment
or.. i feel lazy.
I dont want to work.
I want to work somewhere else,
not the water park anymore.
I shoulda looked more.
oh well.
Byee.
oy.
Graduation was nothin specail just another event. Another event my family maks into a big deal to get ready for and i just end up upset and mad, like normal. The ride there was basically silent except for my dad playing weird music every now and then. I just stared and thought i couldnt do much more. At St.lawerence I felt like nothing changed. Everyone left in like 2 seconds. I didnt say bye to one person. Is that weird. I wasnt sad. I felt like I'd be at school the next day with them, but the true is i probally wont see some of them ever again. Weird.After i just left with my family. We went to eat at mongolian with brandy and her family and kevin came. I had fun. My sister and kevin are the weirdest ppl i know. Shes even weirder then me if u can imagine. Then went home. I didnt feel like going over tims i just sat with my boY then went inside.
- I was thinking when soccers over i will actually feel like i graduated i wont be at foley i wont see anyone. I wont have a reason anymore to come back there, i will be done forever. I wont get to play soccer again on an actual team. Ugh. I dont wanna think anymore. Bye.